@_OM Thanks, man, I really appreciate the thoughts.
I am quite familiar with the oneness of the sides and really interested in hearing more about āthe 3rd sideā.
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What do you mean by this? I honestly went through a shocking satori experience a year ago and Iām still trying to make sense of it.
So you are saying that being a grey Jedi would not really miss anything, but itās a lot of work?
I keep getting this āpick your sideā message from certain influencers, but my heart keeps saying āno, you are in the middleā. Iām mostly wondering if I miss some big revolution if I donāt commit to a side.
It seems Iāve been doing pretty good on my own.
my mind (fear) interferes at times saying, āidiot, youāll miss on the easy flow of life, the assistanceā.
Yet, considering some really personal experiences, Iām 99% sure that
either
āmy higher selfā has been dragging me through this path while I was unconscious about it for 29 years
or
I can come up with some really weird conspiracy theories that none of which make sense to me at this point.
First you might want to read thru this thread for further clarification (although at some point Iāll probably need to clarify some subtleties I left out)
The ability to balance/integrate/transcend polarities/dualities in oneās own consciousness on this plane is doing the āworkā of the macrocosm on the microcosm level.
Had to look up what defines a āgrey Jediā.
Ummā¦ kindaā¦
Hard to say without knowing you personally.
Original ābuddhistā teachings are called āThe Middle Pathā as they are neither extreme.
Well yeah, they want more āworkā to be done and want you on their āsideā.
Many arenāt entirely cognizant of why they want more people on their side even on āhigherā plans.
Itās an instinctual/intuitive thing where they know and believe itās necessary, cause it is.
Donāt get me wrong there is plenty of āhelpā for those choosing the middle path as well.
The problem is, the vast majority of people arenāt doing the middle path (or the other paths)ā¦
They are simply oscillating between one extreme/duality and the other one and making little to no progress on any pathā¦
In that way, the middle/non-dual path is harder as one needs to be brutally honest with themselves (insert posts about needing a teacher here) and thereās less room for āerrorā before oneās finds themselves āstuckā oscillating between polarities instead of balancing them.
always! and always where I keep finding myself. I experience the most profound awakenings and wonder what there still is to let go of, and there it is the next thing. I suppose letting go of life itself while still here in this body is where im headed with this
Yeah man haha and itās crazy how these things come up on their own too lol vibes brings up a bunch of things too that need work on, but Iām loving the process
In my zen traditionā¦ we say the ego doesnāt die, because it has never actually arisen in the first placeā¦ (but it definitely feels like it ) like a mirage in a desert which has never actually been realā¦ we just see through it.
I am listening to Soul Restoration audios from one week (itās not enough to say much, butā¦) I put them on loop and I do my work at home. First day I listened to them for like 4-5 hours at night and started some clearing process, i cried a lot and remembered many people from my past. The next day i was feeling lite and good through the day and i looped them again. This time i feeled around my body some cold movements and was refreshing. I had energy whole day. I cried a few times more (not like the first time haha), but today 7 or 8 day of listening I feel very nice. I feel calm, energized and at the same time connected to other people/nature more.
It is always recommended to work in your centers in an increasing way, from the lowest to the highest, but this is not a rule, you can start with this one, it is the recommended one, however speaking roughly you do not need the 3, they work alone.
You can do as you want, certainly you can get good benefits as it detaches abusive and unwanted connections from your center. I bought it last week, but will be using it in a few weeks.
In my opinion, of the whole series to which it belongs, this should not be missing, so it is good as a first purchase.
Oh I see, thatās good to know. My budget is limited and I can only squeeze in a purchase or two at a time. I feel Iām too emphatic, and I get drained from time to time, this field sounds like a must have. Thank you