Last night I looped pure moonlight for about 20 mins while I showered and went to sleep afterwards had dreams of my current job… Some repressed emotions that I couldn’t get out. I won’t go into details (although I want to say the dream was SO spot on) I assume pairing moonligjt with ego dissolution could help many!
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You’re brave. When the audio first came out I looped it over night a couple of time (less than a week) around this time I was having semi lucid dreams and all of a sudden I’m having terrible nightmares in form of lucidity. I became paralyzed in my sleep couldn’t scream for help or anything. Needless to say I dropped the audio for once a day at the start of my day 
. I’ll go back to it tho cause it definitely was working if the ego was raging out like that (sucka doesn’t wanna go)
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I played this yesterday, not sure if it was a slow burn by I observed myself getting slightly irritable towards the end of the day. Ego is probably getting bruised.
I used grounding before I slept and that probably straightened me out.
Amazing how these fields changes us on a deep level. Perhaps even deeper than usual methods like hypnosis or meditation. At least for me. I can’t meditate for some reason.
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So I had a question about some “side-effects” with ego diss.
So I had gone on a regiment of only mind/karma cleansing fields, including this audio, PI’s ego mandala, etheric cord cutter, and higher self connection.
Usually I’d listen to the Playlist before bed, but sometimes i’d get these “jolts” that would stop me from fully falling asleep just as I was on the edge. It wasn’t any physical sensation, but it was more like my own mind trying to trap me. Does this have anything to do with the audios’ effects on my mind?
Most likely. Mine has some similitudes, like “Come on… Why looping Ego Dissolution and Vibration of Creation at nighttime sweety pie? 
These don’t even allow you to sleep peacefully my chocolate coated rice cake, they’re giving you headaches and dreams in which your bed is burning, awwww how terrible… Tell you what: just go and listen to some relaxing kyyskydkyc sound my strawberry fudge 
”.
The post below explains it all. Bellatrix knows how much I love clashing with him sometimes (because I’m a full bull, astrologically speaking… and more) but this guy has probably signed his masterpiece here. Respect! 
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When your ego begins to fight hard, fight harder. The greatest issue with ego I think, is that it hijacks your willpower to the extent it makes choices for you. If you choose to be present in the moment, you should just be able to be present in the moment and not have a thousand thoughts bubbling in your head distracting you. If you choose to think positive thoughts, you should just be able to rather than being bombarded with doubt and negative thoughts from all angles. It’s your mind. You should be able to have choice without being met with instant resistance.
What this means is that we aren’t in control. Our thoughts are. And we are governed by the rules the ego has constructed throughout a lifetime of conditioning. It’s not like it’s doing this on purpose. It’s just the natural consequence of being human. But to become more than this and take our willpower back, we must be persistent in the inner battle. Whenever it blurts out negativity, observe and think what you prefer instead. Whenever you’re lead down these trains of thought that push the vices, desires, bad habits and so forth, you observe and think what you would prefer to think instead. It will grip at you persistently but the more you resist and think the opposite, that grip over your willpower will dissipate and you’ll be free to choose once again.
Just felt like reminding you guys of this even thought I think I’ve said like 1,000 times. Just that my ego’s been fighting hard lately and it’s losing its grip altogether. Meditation + Ego dissolution with the mental reconditioning daily has worked quite amazingly with me this year. Paired with the course audios, I’ve had quite a year in terms of growth. Glad to hear some of you have had the same.
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How many times are you looping ego dissolution overnight?
I will try all night + intention repeater
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16 times = approximately 4 hours only, because I make it follow by others. Good luck by the way.
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Had an ego death already?
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No, I had only pseudo-microscopic-ego-deaths (not a very appropriate term, but anyway) with Essassani meditation and a few other life events so far.
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I had 2 ego deaths through meditation last year without the use of sapien audios!
I suddenly didn’t want anything anymore then I dicided just to do a short meditation
It was a relaxing experience I had no worrys and no fear only a peaceful mind
The amount for each depends on how much sleeping time I have, but the audios are:
- Emotional Release
- Vibration of Creation
- Soul/Core Energy Restoration
- Corona Silent
- Quasi Crystal
- Brain Regeneration
- Powerful Positive Vibes
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My mind never talks like that
It’s usually saying some shit in a steriotypical black guy’s voice.
“Yo dude, come on that audio is for pussies”
“That shit is whack bro forget about it. Put on some gangster rap”
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@anon17734191 I’m not totally sure if I understood: are you wondering if it’s your ego which makes you play the radio?
@ActionGuy :) The part that you have quoted is basically my ego’s style when trying to find excuses and make me think that these are self-care and self-love. Other times, it has a much more violent style… not very writable here actually.
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Yes, but urges are a deeper level of ego. They are evolutionary and primal. When you fight an urge you are unravelling conditioning that has been lain on top of a very fundamental set of wiring. If it was just you and your lady, there would still be conditioning to overcome, but nowhere near as much. Porn is next level for many reasons as you have probably come across in your research (and a huge healing bypass). Adjashanti says that at its very core, the ego is a contraction, a tightly clenched fist, a very deep no at the energy level… on a physical level Id say that sexual urges etc are as deeply wired into ego as you can get
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I fell asleep looping ego dissolution by accident
I made a playlist just for last night too lol (I’m really not sad though, i kinda just woke up and saw ego dissolution was playing on loop on my phone like 
)
But any ways, how’s the ego dissolution been going Bronyraur?
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Ooops! 
Can we call it a happy “accident” though? It seems so :) Are you planning to do it again?
Very fine my Bicep bro. 10 nights so far. Some ups and downs occur for sure… but I’ve added Sammy’s and Dreamweaver’s deconditioning meditation beforehand these 2 last nights and things have cooled down.
My dreams “make sense” more than ever, with less “codes” to decipher. Also, when I fall into my typical “raging bull patterns”, it seems that now I need less time to look at myself and start laughing, like “What are you trying to prove to yourself or someone else so hard? Will you win a medal and take it with along with you into the grave?”
So, verdict: I’ll keep going with this regimen ;)
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Lol. “Accident”
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I always used to fall asleep to subconscious limits removal by accident, once or twice vibration of creation :D
@GoddessAndGodOfAll, how did you feel when you woke up after?
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