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I’m sorry to hear that. Your comment does beg the question, “What are you doing (stackwise and otherwise) to heal the breakup and the issues which prompted the breakup?” That’s where I’d start first. Until you heal those elements, you’ll be interfering with the wellbeing that you want to let in.
Great! Did you see this thread: Ultimate List of Morphic Field Stacks? In there, you might find stacks which will help you heal whatever issue(s) you might have going on. And then, you can move on to adding in well being for you.
Fields did get removed from Gumroad, for everyone. However, recently, fields have been added back onto Gumroad. So, if it’s been more than a day or two since you looked for certain field, look again. You might be pleasantly surprised!