When it comes to God is it truly free will …?
As humans, we tend to think that god is something acting independently from us. In my perspective, god is not.
God is everything at once. The present thought of the universe. It is expressing itself through your thoughts and actions and everything elses. Even if you are stuck in a certain pattern, that is god expressing itself.
The conscious you, that feels ‘I am,’ is the same ‘I’ in everything. What you choose to think, feel and do is what god chooses to think, feel and do. You are ‘it’.
So when I speak of free will, I mean awakening to infinite possiiblities that your mind is capable of considering and pursuing, instead of being closed off to a select few.
God isn’t acting for us, it is acting through us. You choose what god does through your being. But up until this point, you have been limited to just a few choices and have a predetermined reality based on your beliefs/past. Freedom is to break out of that spell and begin to choose the reality we would prefer to exist in. One that allows us to best express our unique expression within the infinite potential of the universal self behind the ego.
(I do think free will is probably an illusion still. Moreso in the sense that while everything is real, everything is also void. Therefore, true freedom isn’t beind expressed if its under an illusion. For every question, the answer is yes and no)
Hypothetical ofcourse but can someone live a life dedicated to getting to know God if you will, but hurt its other aspects…?
I don’t know what you mean. Getting to know god is getting to know yourself. God isn’t a thing that’s outside of you. That it is beyond you like some diety you connect to. You connect to god by stripping your ego bare, dissolving the barrier between you and everything else. And consciously becoming the god that you already are behind the mask. Everything outside your body, is also your body.
And from that oneness, comes clarity as to what and how you truly wish to express itself through your current body and your ego ( the frame of perspective that you have developed this lifetime). Because up to this point the majority of us lack that clarity because of our limiting beliefs, fears, rejections of self and the world and all this fogs up our drive and passion in life. In essence, there is a drive within you to grow in certain ways and add to thr world in your own way. You just are unable to see that at this point.
And essentially from that oneness, it’s rather natural for you to want things and act in ways that improve the lives of those around you. Because you aren’t just the you in your body anymore and are interacting with other parts of you everywhere you go and in everything you do.
It is very hard to grasp without experiencing it so I can understand the confusion. But I am doing best of translating the experience of it into words. God is not a separate thing. For example, when one connects with shiva, they connect with a higher part of themself. Shivs is just a name for the all. And when you have awakening experiences under shivaism, you realize ‘I am shiva.’ It is the way.
Are demons and negative entities the byproduct of human magicians ?
Not all. Most are not in fact. Duality is negative and positive. They are many, many negative entities that exist by default of just being born as entropic beings. Doesn’t mean they’re bad. They just are.
Them manipulating, sucking the life out of things or acting upon destruction are necesssary elements of the universe. It’s just part of the ebb and flow of life. Destruction and creation go hand in hand. One cannot exist without the other, for they are both of the same source. They are both the same thing.
That is often the greatest confusion we have. Separating negative and positive when in essence they are just opposite poles of the same thing.
But yes, we have created many demons, entities through our own thoughts. Remember, we are all the creator itself as well. But they take a life on a life of their own and often express themselves in difrerent ways to people depending on how you peecieve them. A demon can be very friendly/helpful to certain people (left hand pathers) compared to people who fear demons. Reality is already very subjective in the physical realm but is faaaaar more suggestive in the more mental realms (astral or just anything above 3d).
But do you think if I keep connecting with God it will end up as a strict parent?
No lol. When you truly connect to god, you see the world through its eyes. And seeing the world through its eyes, you have a grander perspective of who you are up to this point in this lifetime. You know what you have to do. You know what’s healthy for you. You know what’s right. If you choose to go against that, that’s up to you. That’s also god making the choice. You are it. There isn’t a god looking down on you. You are god looking at yourself and through yourself.
Through these lens, you also see everyone and everything as an extension of yourself. So naturally, you will treat everyone and everything with more care and respect. But as for yourself… truly, the level of mental freedom you have allows you to make whatever decisions you want and you can still make unhealthy ones. You are the one who ultimately judges yourself. In that sense, you are the god that judges your reality.
There are certain forces that I cannot forgive and will not forgive not even if they are part of God.
Then you continue your lifetime subscription to duality. I get it. I really do. That’s the absolute hardest part to oneness. And I understand most of humanity not being able to do this. But I came to learn that’s why the human game is so hard. Winning means accepting the unacceptable. And that’s too much for most to do within a life that is already so difficult.
But to deny any part of ‘god’ is to deny your full connection to source. It just is that way unfortunately.
So I do want Gods protection against the forces after me but at the same time when I do get a chance for revenge no mercy will be shown from me.
Look, I see that you and others still think of god as this separate being that can help you in times of need. And you can percieve from this perspective and get help from some of our diety servitors, calling on jesus/jhva or shiva or any such dieties (which are just faces of the all). It’s just from this perspective, I’ve come to find that the war never ends.
You protect yourself today and tomorrow you have to protect yourself again. And again. And again. Me and dream dealt with this for years. It didn’t matter how connected to dieties we were or our fields or the amount of times we won our battles. It just kept happening over and over again.
Until, dream found that oneness and began recognizing entities attacking him as other parts of him/the all. Reintgrating these entropic/divided energies into the allness within him and raising its vibration through love and embrace and expanding his consciousness through that.
He then taught me that. And I do so and it works quite beautifully. It is uncomftorable but me and him aren’t under ‘attack.’
When we emanate as source, entities only see a mirror. Negative beings are naturally quite divided from source/light and act of their own accord against it. When encountering people like me and him that allow ourselves to consciously integrate with darkness and transmute it to light… it’s a losing battle for them.
It’s that recognition when something like that happens, that ‘I am the all. I am everything. And therefore I am also you. And I choose to transmute this part of me into light with acceptance and embrace.’
That is power.
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