It was a false light. Or something playing as god to deceive me…
This happens unfortunately.
To anyone reading be cautious of what you believe.
God loves you and respects your sovereignty.
Actually you are god an and your a sovereign being and you have completely jurisdiction over yourself. There’s no one that can punish you, no higher intelligence will punish you for not obeying them… remember that and follow your heart…
I’m just leaving this here for anyone who happens cross my path. And has the same issue.