I went back to that thread to refresh my memory. That is very cool that it didn’t come back. That leads me to think something clicked for you and you’re moving ahead. Awesome.
Blind reading on picture and name. Funny how this all got started so randomly. Behind every great psychic experiment there’s a Mctoran. Or however the saying goes. Here we go then.
It helps that your name doesn’t carry any meaning for me that I have to try to remove. I’ve got to remove the mage concept though. Anyways…
You like to understand things that are hard to understand. Seeing in the dark is your thing. Darkness isn’t malevolent in your eyes. It’s friendly, alluring in its mysteriousness. Power in your eyes is not a thing to be attained or wielded, it’s a force that comes of it’s own will to those who welcome it.
You like to stand on the conventions and inventions of mankind, you are comfortable with modernity and society, but they are not your home. You make yourself comfortable with them, you use them as a means to allow you to peer beyond them into something mankind did not invent.
When you’ve gathered enough knowledge that’s hidden in the dark, and allowed enough power in, your heart is to use these things to light a torch that others will be able to see, others who would not have looked where you looked, but need the things you found nonetheless. It will mark a passageway for them.
Cold weather in life is an opportunity for you to revel in how you can stay warm in the midst of them. The Tao is close to you.