You’ve taken a lot of hits, lost some superficial appeal, but the damage does not go deep. It’s an annoying distraction for you more than a hardship. You have the ability to get somewhere in life, through some rugged terrain others would not want to cross, to a good destination.
It will be easier to breathe later. You are rough enough to handle it for now.
You can get a new paint job down the road. Now is the time to just drive.
There is someone you need to leave in the dust. A male figure with low self worth, tries to boost his opinion of himself by trying to bring down your opinion of yourself.
(went out on a limb with this one, but reported what I saw. Be honest with your feedback, this is an experiment after all. I’m not claiming to have an ability, just going ahead and seeing what could happen if I gave it an honest try)