No, meaning it may have been imprinting (just learning about it, psychologically) — a form of programming where at a time where you might be vulnerable in some way, particularly psychologically (even just by being young), others’ conceptions, or the behaviors/thoughts associated with intense emotions (such as in trauma, or love, etc.), get fixated as programs in a way. From my trauma healing it looks like there was also imprinting from trauma passed down genetically (which makes sense according to science as well). Here, the context was of sexual/trauma imprinting, but it can be social, in many many ways, though in the examples above, it can seem more difficult to resolve, as ‘logic’ / SLR / trying didn’t seem to quite cut it to get to the bottom of it. One way in which it might manifest is by ‘having a type’, fetishes or uncontrollable drives, not being able to get over someone/something, etc…
I was looking at this thread @SoulStar33 https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/to-accept-or-to-replace-your-dark-side-shadow-part-sado-masochism-bdsm-and-other-shadow-things/65596/15?u=zea
I seem to have started being more connected with the voice of my intuition and sometimes get answers like this, things I had no clue about before.
The Exorcism has been visually ‘cleansing’ me of such energies since the first times I used it a year ago (and then paused), but I had no idea what it was until today (not that I know exactly what even now).
In addition to the usual fields,
I’ve also found that these energies can get stuck in the body, and Microkinesi or similar might be of help with that.
And Maitreya’s Yoni field for women.
And Revision of Innocence.
I’ve of course also had to do loads of shadow integration / trauma healing work to begin to see and understand it.
I’ll leave these here also for the discussion on the other thread:
Sir @anon60273568, thank you very much for helping ignite these new ideas for me! 