OK, OK, now I gotta go.
Cya.
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you sure|?
stay forever alive through internet comments
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Through ai.
Nah, comments better.
OK, this time for good, Bye. 
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good bye have a great night
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Thank you very much. I manage to at least do this, and Iām quite pleased. I was pretty much bed-ridden for a number of months. Clear and cozy environment does a lot for mental well-being. Working my way up to eating properly, and peace, started moving more too, should hopefully get into proper training soon :D
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im so tired of seeing people fight all the time on the internet wtf
animals
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So, multiple creators! ;))
Most of them donāt reply though, other than PU
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Stay well, rest well :)
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do you mind telling what kind of sickness you have?
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So something sad happened to my life 2 days ago, my grandpa died.
Nothing too shocking he was really really old, passed away painlessly so itās the most merciful way to go.
my mother had a vision of him going to paradise and angels welcoming him, I did play angelic intercession all day, I remember someone saying that people stay on earth because they had no one to take them to the light. At least now we know where he is.
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Sorry blud
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thank cuz
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no problem dawg
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May he find The Greatest Peace and Light, where he is.
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Wow! Thatās so nice!
Thatās soā¦
Letās say it makes sense to me, and Iām so glad you were inspired to do that for him. I know there is sadness, butā¦ also a nice revelation for your family there 
Thank you for sharing!
Are your doing well?
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Thank you sir Soul
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Talking about staying the whole day upā¦ I sometimes have to run errands and drive while I am insanely sleepy. + the sun hitting on my eyes with no sunglasses.
. + blasting music and driving fast because my anxiety goes away when I am sleep deprived
Lifeā¦ A beautiful miracle that should never be taken for granted.
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its so and so, he was a great man, lived a full life.
Donāt know how to really feel about all this as there is family stuff going on for some time too and
one hand is feeling good because I know he went the right way after death,
another is feeling sad because he passed away,
another is feeling confused because there is no way to explain all of these stuff just to accept and there are another 3-4 hands to count.
I swear I am not an octopus though
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Jeez, just looking back now and realizing some of it feels some type of way.
Iām still getting diagnosed and tested, cause itās multiple areas.
I didnāt get the proper medical help I needed when I collapsed, or before that, throughout my life, although I had spent all my resources for it. No one āirlā doesnāt know what happened. I didnāt realize what was happening at the time.
As far as current diagnosis, I would rather keep it to myself yetā¦
Though I dream I will one day show here before and afters :)
Thereās still a lot more to be investigated, I donāt know the full story yet. Delays due to money also, and other stuffā¦
At the moment, as per current medical investigations, it looks like everything inside had collapsed in a matter of months.
It looks like I was dying, and it looks like someone reached out to save me at the very last moment.
Iāve spent all this time fighting for my life that I didnāt really register what Iāve gone through until now, I havenāt really taken a break to ponder on it, just one foot in front of the other every day.
Iāll leave it at that for now. Gonna have to smoke a joint and process it all some day cause it still seems surreal if I think of it.
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That sucks
Iām sorry you are going thru all of that. Health issues are no joke. I donāt know how to really measure this but if I had to rank the best happiness killers, health issues would be up there. It feels like you cannot do shit no matter what you try, like you have been actually cursed.
aye lol, but for me it feels surreal when I smoke.
Thatās why I donāt do it anymoreā¦ I get sent into a weird state of consciousness. I need to love myself more to be comfortable in it. Hopefully soon
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