Jeez, just looking back now and realizing some of it feels some type of way.
I’m still getting diagnosed and tested, cause it’s multiple areas.
I didn’t get the proper medical help I needed when I collapsed, or before that, throughout my life, although I had spent all my resources for it. No one ‘irl’ doesn’t know what happened. I didn’t realize what was happening at the time.
As far as current diagnosis, I would rather keep it to myself yet…
Though I dream I will one day show here before and afters :)
There’s still a lot more to be investigated, I don’t know the full story yet. Delays due to money also, and other stuff…
At the moment, as per current medical investigations, it looks like everything inside had collapsed in a matter of months.
It looks like I was dying, and it looks like someone reached out to save me at the very last moment.
I’ve spent all this time fighting for my life that I didn’t really register what I’ve gone through until now, I haven’t really taken a break to ponder on it, just one foot in front of the other every day.
I’ll leave it at that for now. Gonna have to smoke a joint and process it all some day cause it still seems surreal if I think of it.