Me too
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If anyone hasnt listened to the Healer Primer audio from the eneryg course for a while it is truly wonderful and removes energetic blocks in the heart and hands.
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I think I’m partially face blind lol
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Perhaps its a skill I can develop
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Guys, what is the best self love fields? I’m using Inner Bliss Illuminator but I think self love is just one of it’s target
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I always liked Depths of Your Soul
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Bro…we really know before it happens 
I remember taking a walk outside and a woman was walking with her little dog and I looked straight in its eyes(because I like to try to telepathically communicate with animals ) and it went CRAZY barking at me and trying to attack me 
Shouldn’t look them in the eye, they might feel threatened ig
You were pretty open when I joined this forum last year x)
Hey, it’ll be like a year of a friendship soon
Yeah, exactly I had this thing too
I still do sorta but it’s more balanced I think.
Wow, you really got some stories.
If I heard this 7 years ago I’d be pissed for being a girl cause it’s so boring to be a girl. I’m glad I don’t feel this way anymore 
We talked about this but still:
Maybe if he knew that he influenced you to realising this:
He’d be proud. You never know.
But there must be services that help with getting rid of them 
Idk man, sounds too abstract to me
I like to believe anything can be solved if you just sit, be mindful, realise the thing and make a decision
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You’re welcome. I’m glad we had that talk that day. Went to sleep so relieved
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Hello der Señora Ro
I’ll be back later!
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Take your time, I’ll be working out and then go to sleep probably
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Guys look
Siamese twins!
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You tried to invade the mind of a genius little dog that was trying to keep a low profile and you almost blew its cover
It had to think fast and chose the barking route to remain inconspicuous
I’d say that’s still recent times lol
First like 3 years of the forums I didn’t say nothing about boxing I don’t think
I was just a bodybuilder trying to get psychic, improve myself and get enlightened
Rap was mentioned lightly like after a year
That’s pretty crazy though, it’s been a year since you’ve touched down on the forums
We’ve changed quite the bit I’d say
I think it’s good to be balanced!
So long as certain things are present/not present and rooted/not rooted within the beholding mind
lol these stories can be scary for many not really something to be jealous about
I know at this time of my life it made me really paranoid and stuff lol
But let’s not get into it!
Maybe
I think maybe my identity in his mind is another guy who came to the gym, looked up to him, had all needed to be the best and quit
Another wave hitting the beach, leaving
I say this because I’m sure there are many like me who have stopped pursuing boxing for whatever reason
Maybe he has built a perspective towards these things over the years
I don’t know what goes on in his mind
You know, since I posted what I did, my whole outlook revolving him began changing
I was understanding things and things weren’t feeling the same any more
I can meet him today, no problem
But I want to put a smile on his heart by telling him I’m successful as well
So I still won’t go until I have money and can break bread with him
You know, I think boxing is something that I always overlooked in terms of healing within
It was such a huge thing
And when it collapsed for a different foundation, I bottled it and kept it hidden
I’ve recently acknowledged this, in past days…
You mean, to kill them?
I’m very against that stuff, I’ve been adamant on it but it’s my mom’s house at the end of the day so she has the say
Okay let me see if I can explain what I meant better:
Who some one is within, their true nature, will be shown in their actions
To an extent right?
Nature = natural = instincts
Within = heart
Instincts of heart = actions done naturally with out thought, the driving force is their internal desires
Instincts of heart controls them, not their awareness
Actions with Awareness = a thoughtful action
Actions with out awareness = instinct
A greedy person’s may not be aware that their even greedy
But since they are built greedy they will react greedy
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I kinda feel like if I did…
He would be like “ayyyyy _____ (nickname)” . . . “Ready to get back to it???”
And from then on I would have to be like “nah nah…”
And then would be the conversation of what has happened to me, what I’m doing and going to be attempting to do
But I don’t think I’d feel shame
I think he’d still pressure me to get to training perhaps
Maybe not
Cuz I think he’d look at me and be like okay let’s transform your muscle to fighting muscle (I remember he was doing this to swoler people before) and still think I can be the best
He trained every one like they are going to be a champion for the most part
He knew there was fire to be fed in all
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Hmmm, I see
My perspective on this, but you don’t have to read it really, cause I’m being kinda pushy:
summary
I think that keeping stuff that hurt you is against self love
Like, letting parasites living in your body. You’re not gonna be welcoming them, you take medicine that gets rid of them and then you get better…
It’s too welcoming and it’s not about balance… Being too welcoming is not self love.
And cockroaches are like very unhygienic
I just googled them and I already can see some horrible damage they bring to health and not only 
It’s visible on the long-term. Even domestic animals can be sick because of them.
You should be aware of all that, you should look it up Cause it’s literally happening around you and there is certainly an effect…
Maybe you can actively look up ways of getting rid of them without harm. Maybe there are services like that. Yk, there are some who take the bees away without hurting the bees…
But that would be like my number one priority, you gotta live in a clean space.
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Yeah maybe I was too close to getting some info about some dog protocol
I noticed when I saw your messages while reading old threads
Like you weren’t connecting actually but were very concentrated on growth
Yeah, but I wasn’t really active, didn’t integrate myself, just talking here mainly
This is inescapable I change million of times in 6 months/year. So when my friends keep up I’m like “Yo…wow!”.
You changed too, yes. change is beautiful
I understand x)
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Well, cockroaches don’t hurt me lol
Either ways, I don’t kill mosquitoes either
The other weekend had to stay by this “river”
Had literally like 19 mosquito bites in one arm
My mom asked me what happened lol
I had like 30 mosquito bites, I’d just blow them away.
It’s not about self love, it’s about respect for life
Would I de-parasite an internal worm? Yes however
I live in a community, some one else’s problem can bleed through
If they are unclean and have food out every night
Their infestation will have it’s rippling effects
Some people keep roaches as pets too
A doctor said I’m allergic to em once
I dunno
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I had lots of questions and was very eager lol
Still ain’t rocking servitors? 
That’s a nice capacity!
Malleability can be a home run
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Yeah, understandable 
I mean… When certain internal desires are not met it turns into greed
Yeah, but it’s all your thoughts, assumptions and guesses yk
Remember that video? Assume is to make a** of u and me!
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