Take your time, I’ll be working out and then go to sleep probably
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Guys look
Siamese twins!
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You tried to invade the mind of a genius little dog that was trying to keep a low profile and you almost blew its cover
It had to think fast and chose the barking route to remain inconspicuous
I’d say that’s still recent times lol
First like 3 years of the forums I didn’t say nothing about boxing I don’t think
I was just a bodybuilder trying to get psychic, improve myself and get enlightened
Rap was mentioned lightly like after a year
That’s pretty crazy though, it’s been a year since you’ve touched down on the forums
We’ve changed quite the bit I’d say
I think it’s good to be balanced!
So long as certain things are present/not present and rooted/not rooted within the beholding mind
lol these stories can be scary for many not really something to be jealous about
I know at this time of my life it made me really paranoid and stuff lol
But let’s not get into it!
Maybe
I think maybe my identity in his mind is another guy who came to the gym, looked up to him, had all needed to be the best and quit
Another wave hitting the beach, leaving
I say this because I’m sure there are many like me who have stopped pursuing boxing for whatever reason
Maybe he has built a perspective towards these things over the years
I don’t know what goes on in his mind
You know, since I posted what I did, my whole outlook revolving him began changing
I was understanding things and things weren’t feeling the same any more
I can meet him today, no problem
But I want to put a smile on his heart by telling him I’m successful as well
So I still won’t go until I have money and can break bread with him
You know, I think boxing is something that I always overlooked in terms of healing within
It was such a huge thing
And when it collapsed for a different foundation, I bottled it and kept it hidden
I’ve recently acknowledged this, in past days…
You mean, to kill them?
I’m very against that stuff, I’ve been adamant on it but it’s my mom’s house at the end of the day so she has the say
Okay let me see if I can explain what I meant better:
Who some one is within, their true nature, will be shown in their actions
To an extent right?
Nature = natural = instincts
Within = heart
Instincts of heart = actions done naturally with out thought, the driving force is their internal desires
Instincts of heart controls them, not their awareness
Actions with Awareness = a thoughtful action
Actions with out awareness = instinct
A greedy person’s may not be aware that their even greedy
But since they are built greedy they will react greedy
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I kinda feel like if I did…
He would be like “ayyyyy _____ (nickname)” . . . “Ready to get back to it???”
And from then on I would have to be like “nah nah…”
And then would be the conversation of what has happened to me, what I’m doing and going to be attempting to do
But I don’t think I’d feel shame
I think he’d still pressure me to get to training perhaps
Maybe not
Cuz I think he’d look at me and be like okay let’s transform your muscle to fighting muscle (I remember he was doing this to swoler people before) and still think I can be the best
He trained every one like they are going to be a champion for the most part
He knew there was fire to be fed in all
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Hmmm, I see
My perspective on this, but you don’t have to read it really, cause I’m being kinda pushy:
summary
I think that keeping stuff that hurt you is against self love
Like, letting parasites living in your body. You’re not gonna be welcoming them, you take medicine that gets rid of them and then you get better…
It’s too welcoming and it’s not about balance… Being too welcoming is not self love.
And cockroaches are like very unhygienic
I just googled them and I already can see some horrible damage they bring to health and not only 
It’s visible on the long-term. Even domestic animals can be sick because of them.
You should be aware of all that, you should look it up 
Cause it’s literally happening around you and there is certainly an effect…
Maybe you can actively look up ways of getting rid of them without harm. Maybe there are services like that. Yk, there are some who take the bees away without hurting the bees…
But that would be like my number one priority, you gotta live in a clean space.
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Yeah maybe I was too close to getting some info about some dog protocol
I noticed 
when I saw your messages while reading old threads
Like you weren’t connecting actually but were very concentrated on growth
Yeah, but I wasn’t really active, didn’t integrate myself, just talking here mainly
This is inescapable I change million of times in 6 months/year. So when my friends keep up I’m like “Yo…wow!”.
You changed too, yes. change is beautiful
I understand x)
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Well, cockroaches don’t hurt me lol
Either ways, I don’t kill mosquitoes either
The other weekend had to stay by this “river”
Had literally like 19 mosquito bites in one arm
My mom asked me what happened lol
I had like 30 mosquito bites, I’d just blow them away.
It’s not about self love, it’s about respect for life
Would I de-parasite an internal worm? Yes however
I live in a community, some one else’s problem can bleed through
If they are unclean and have food out every night
Their infestation will have it’s rippling effects
Some people keep roaches as pets too
A doctor said I’m allergic to em once
I dunno
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I had lots of questions and was very eager lol
Still ain’t rocking servitors? 
That’s a nice capacity!
Malleability can be a home run
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Yeah, understandable 
I mean… When certain internal desires are not met it turns into greed
Yeah, but it’s all your thoughts, assumptions and guesses yk
Remember that video? Assume is to make a** of u and me!
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Depends on the person I’d say
Also, internal desires can be met and one can remain greedy
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True
They’re like estimations and guesses too
Assumeguestimations
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Hmmm, this is a hard one.
Keeping cockroaches makes everyone in the house vulnerable to diseases, even animals. Google it, be aware…
It doesn’t mean you have to act against your beliefs. You will find a way to live by them. Like, maybe you’ll catch each cockroach you see from now on and release outside. Or maybe buy something, some odor that they hate
Sorry for being too pushy, bro, but I feel like I need to say this
It’s a different case
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Ah I’m not doubting it, mosquitoes carry diseases too
I release one per day some times lol
I know there’s some oils and stuff that can help keep them away
One time, (I spoke of this fella, the flying cockroach) I caught a cockroach by putting a bag against the wall and let go of the bag
The bag stuck on its own
And the cock roach walked him self right in
The flying cock roach was the most cooperative after all
I felt like that was the coolest way I ever caught one
Magic bag n’ tranced out roach (servitors helped it go in)
That night was crazy
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Do you mean that people can be born greedy?
What beliefs make someone greedy?
I came to conclusions that if someone is jealous it’s usually because they believe that they can’t have what they want for whatever reasons. “They have what I want. I can’t have what I want.”
I love it. It’s literally so perfect. Like, if someone gets a chance to get jealous they should be so grateful because God by putting you in a certain situation is basically saying “Look. They have it. You can too.”
So you’re triggered, you’re working through it and find a way.
And when they understand it, their internal desire will be met and obviously jealousy will vanish too.
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Reminder:
We’re not dying, we’re all Immortals, being Continuously Reborn!
Good Night!
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Nope
My intuition is telling me not to 
At least now haha
As Naruto says “This is not my ninja way” 
Yeah, they’re multiplying pretty fast 
Bro, buy the odor or oil or whatever soon. Clean space = clean energy. Prioritize your health!
After your house will be cleaner, you might discover that some problems get resolved too. That were there for years maybe. And you’ll even wonder like…how? How was that even connected???
I have experienced this before. Like, I’d clean my room and some heaviness would leave me yk. I was surprised that what mom had been constantly yelling about at me was sorta true lol
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Good night, Soulstar
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Nah that’s not what I meant but I believe that’s possible cuz of past lives, astrology, ancestry(? Perhaps), etc
Brb though!
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Yeah
What personality did you have as a kid btw?
Like what are traits that you think you’ve had since early years?
It’s very interesting yk
The child is born and their personality is like a lottery
That’s later shaped by their upbringing
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