Random thoughts thread

[Drift]

All I know is recently I had a thought…I quickly dismissed it cause I recognized it was the kind that invites trouble, challenge and growth.

And was like…I’d grow some other way, I just want this thing, easily.

Well…indeed you’ve done enough clearing and you have gifts I don’t, so I’d consult my older wiser self or use those gifts.

I just hope there is a way for us to decide, at least on some things, that we just want them. Would be nice if we could choose cause we definitely would still bring some challenges to ourselves on purpose…so if we can do that, we should be able to “next” some other challenges xD

I remember a nice mage, he didn’t get a vehicle in a long time. He just manifested having whatever transportation he needed at all times. And he manifested a lot of money, so he surely could afford one. I guess he was expecting it to come without manifesting, or in a very synchronistic way, or he really didn’t care.

Sometimes I do the same. I’ve decided that things either come by themselves or not…so I’m not really sacrificing or fighting a lot for my goals…it is wasted efforts and gets me into deeper mental tangles. But I think this may be one of those ways where I make things harder for me too. But any time I decide to take action, it’s either a waste, or I get stopped.

The number of gifts I’ve gotten rencently, without me doing anything, are amazing. At this point I just worry just in case…just in case if I stop I actually get in trouble, or I’m called to action and miss it. But I’ve done too little or nothing, too late…still got a good outcome. It is just hard, but I really get everything just by waiting and that’s the only method that works for me, and only the things I can get waiting, I get. I’m so done

[Drift]

@anon64419202

“want not, have all”

There is also, “if you want to see your enemy die, sit on the door to wait” xD. Sorry my humour getting darker lately.

@anon64419202

I think this will be tonight’s topic in meditation. Want answers!

The mage started trading futures…Idk how much he knew about that “art”, but it worked out better once he got the power to sense the future. He did say trading was done in a very masculine way and he was trading in a feminine way…that plays out horrible for most guys, but he made it. He also taught to control thoughts in a “feminine” way too.

But then I also know “mages” who became rich by selling art. They said it was basically easy money once you learn to shift parallel universes. They made art just as an “excuse” or easy way to get the money.

But again, another thing in contrast with the common experience of being an artist.

I guess if you do shift parallel universes for fun, eventually the subconscious becomes very free, and then this becomes easy.

[IAmJonathan]

@Drift

@IAmJonathan

You got something you claim is incurable?

Nope, just trying to explain how a general healing field can work. They may heal something, but they may not. For healing something, you need a specific field. Orgone alone isn’t gonna heal all illnesses. Same goes for any other general healing field

Depends what field we talking about… lol

[IAmJonathan]

I slept 5 ish hours again, had to go with my partner to the tire shop at a certain time

Time for arepas, protein shake and pasta (my personal melatonin pill)

And

My muscles feel hungryyyyy
But not really my stomach

Feeling so happy to be bodybuilding again, gaining all my weight back, (haven’t checked the scale but it sure looks like it )

[IAmJonathan]

Drift you aight?
How you feeling today?

[Drift]

@IAmJonathan

I slept 5 ish hours again, had to go with my partner to the tire shop at a certain time

The joys of working at night xD…it’s truly a problem when I have to do sht during mornings or days too…I’ve slept a zillion hours once again while listening to orgone and mana circuits supercharged. I dunno what is with my body sleeping a ton when I’m giving it energy xD

Although…the people in my dreams changed. Most topics stayed, but I had some dreams with childhood friends that 100% were energy vampires…so I assumed the dreams basically told me to cut cords and stuff with them…idk how my inner child can be holding onto anything there but I’ll give it a try at least…imagine I’ve been moving slow cause that mofo still taking some energy from me.

[Drift]

@IAmJonathan

How you feeling today?

Man it was a rollercoaster as usual but net worth increased so all good xD

Healthwise too.

[Drift]

And how you doing though I assume sleepy xD

[IAmJonathan]

@Drift

but net worth increased so all good xD

Healthwise too.

That’s good man, I’m happy you sleeping and cultivating what’s rightfully yours

Imma respond to the rest and read your other posts on the thread too later, I wanna speed run this melatonin ritual right now haha

[IAmJonathan]

Brain feeling icy haha need sleep

And my veins and muscles feel like they desire protein

Hard to explain lol anabolic hunger i think

Doesn’t come from the stomach but from my muscles… And heart!

I’m also feeling extra high testosterony today, I think I got blessed over night… Just primal and fluent, voice deeper

Working out gets test levels higher too
But I did ask for help too, from Amun-Ra
And I know and feel it deep down, he gave me his blessing…

Okay c u bro… Talk soon!

[Owl]

Bacteria filmed 'hiding' from antibiotic

[toby]

so cool

[Unconditional]

I love you. yes, you. all of you.

[anon64419202]

@Drift

There is also, “if you want to see your enemy die, sit on the door to wait” xD. Sorry my humour getting darker lately.

I hope the situation gets brighter and more optimistic with every day that passes!

I dunno the source of the struggle but I can understand the growing darker humor behind stressful experiences. praying for change in the best way for you.

@Drift

did say trading was done in a very masculine way and he was trading in a feminine way…that plays out horrible for most guys, but he made it. He also taught to control thoughts in a “feminine” way too.

How fascinating… “trading futures” as in shifting realms as they say? Or trading futures as in eliminating the current possibilities and weaving new ones in?

@Drift

But then I also know “mages” who became rich by selling art. They said it was basically easy money once you learn to shift parallel universes. They made art just as an “excuse” or easy way to get the money.

But again, another thing in contrast with the common experience of being an artist.

I guess if you do shift parallel universes for fun, eventually the subconscious becomes very free, and then this becomes easy.

Okay, you’ve convinced me. 🥹 I will keep art-ing. Will stop putting it on the back burner and see where it goes. WHY NOT!!!

Btw this path of least resistance sucks. It is very funny. For the first time in my 200 rides of ride shares I missed the exit TWICE with the poor passenger and extended the trip. I almost missed it a third time regardless of being attentive. Despite all that however, he actually gave me a tip and 5 stars and was relaxed about the whole thing (how compassionate). life is funny. Coo-coo for coco puffs funny. I’m sitting in the car pulling this together.

What are you planning to do next? Embrace the wait and effortlessness of receiving? Sometimes I have realized the waiting game is because a shift is coming and things are lining up. I kinda feel that for you, although it takes time for the pieces to line up.

[Drift]

@anon64419202

How fascinating… “trading futures” as in shifting realms as they say? Or trading futures as in eliminating the current possibilities and weaving new ones in?

Trading futures as in trading financial products xD. Aka futures like bitcoin futures, or options, or shares, stocks, or anything else.

I mean if you could 100% see the future, what else would you be doing?

@anon64419202

What are you planning to do next? Embrace the wait and effortlessness of receiving? Sometimes I have realized the waiting game is because a shift is coming and things are lining up. I kinda feel that for you, although it takes time for the pieces to line up.

Well I’ve been given some opportunities, so I think I have to take action on them.

I feel I was given a certain opportunity but I won’t scale it up much. So I can insist on my ways. But those are loaded with resistance and effort and what’s given is easy…nonetheless, I will always be getting easy opportunities, to improve a bit maybe, but not a big break. So…I plan to take action on that cause it is what’s presented and I’ve learned my lesson, but I will work through the resistance while taking action on my preferred ways still.

Hopefully it isn’t a lesson of “let go of all you think you know and just follow the path we laid for you, you fool”.

[IAmJonathan]

@IAmJonathan

Feeling so happy to be bodybuilding again, gaining all my weight back, (haven’t checked the scale but it sure looks like it )

I did gain weight
up 6 pounds from my lowest the other week, lean weight too

I was 177 lbs at my recent lowest

213 was my heaviest

205-208 was my best

Wanna get to 250, 275 maybe

[IAmJonathan]

I still haven’t hit legs yet, skipped it once

Whenever I hit legs I gain like a pound over night many a time lol

I am very thankful for all this progress and blessings
Feels good to be back!!

Das all I want to say lol
😶‍🌫️

[Rocket]

We back.

[GamiroCFC]

Home sweet home

[IAmJonathan]

In ballers paradise