oh i got it, divine mother interceeds for us on our behalf, i think dhe sent me the gnome to start a garden
Youâre back
Probably just passing through⌠Iâll have to think of a new birthday card theme if I show up in July again⌠Lots of fun astrological events ahead in the seventh month.
Iâm always mixed and get different perspectives on thingsâŚ
Whether to write anything, or just move on⌠I like a lot of specific memories from here, but I also always get mixed feelings.
Anyways⌠I was thinking of picking up some of the Antique Covenant fields⌠Capricorn has recently been doing interesting things and the ideas of finance have been palpable, even if I try to ignore them.
But there were lots of interesting ideas and thoughts to be had when looking at the Antique Covenant fields. The range of ideas really give an extensive meditation on the concept of wealth. And there was also a wealth of history behind all of the field concepts.
It seemed to present an interesting contrast. I tend do gravitate towards the imperial themed things rather than the rebellion themed things.
But that gives food for thought. The British, French, Spanish, Dutch, and Portuguese were colonizers⌠my ancestors were not part of that stock, they were busy being slaves in eastern Europe. But I like a lot of the field ideas connected to the Old World aristocracy. And yet, with the new uncertainties with modern American imperialism, I donât know if I would want to work with the system or go into hiding with the alternative systems that exist on the fringe lol⌠Do I put all my attention in stocks, or go for gold and crypto and other alternative networks?
Financial questions⌠for the meager savings that I have lol.
But then that brings my mind to other aspects of the fields. I like things that flow⌠but Iâve always probably been too passive⌠maybe the Caroni field is something I should invest in lol
I miss having Dreamweaver hanging around here in the forum
As Iâm sure do we all
Heâs gotta do whatâs best for him. Even though there are many people here who genuinely care, there have also been quite a few who were genuinely malefic.
Iâve frequently departed because I didnât know what to do with various vibes Iâve been sent.
A lot of times, itâs like a ball of anger. But people can feel anger that is projected from the outside and identify it easily as an external. Some of what was projected was able to manifest internally. So it is like having an irrational anger arise from within andâif I didnât have presence of mindâ it would seem like it could have been my own sentiments.
That sort of thing would periodically arc through the forum space and energetically light things on fire. Or things that would stab the mind in other ways.
Sometimes it would seem like it came directly from Dream. But, on other occasions, it seemed to be more clear that it was directed at him and it was just dispersing and reflecting off of his own energy field and discharging wherever it could. --Iâve been frequently confused where I seemed to feel irrationally angry at him and could find no reason. But when it happened on repeat, I could notice an artificial energy mechanic that seemed to create the effect.
Itâs always tough to identify sources, but it seems like heâs had some of the same problems as gangstalked or âTargeted Individualsâ. The late Dr Robert Duncan had written about how different programs had developed artificial, technology-enabled field structures that linked different minds and how patterns/information could be intentionally projected, or unintentionally bleed through. They could more easily link to people who were naturally psychic and cause havoc. âWhether itâs an âofficialâ targeting, or something done by occultists with purchasable Mind Machines, I couldnât say.
Iâve only just recently seen some of the things posted last March. Decreased exposure is probably whatâs best for himâat least for now.
Heâs left us with a lot to work with. Many ways of learning, and (for at least myself), I would be remiss if I didnât get to work with more intensity.
Learn from the fields, Learn from Dale Powerâs writings, Learn from Peter Carrollâs writings (Dream was a fan of Chaos Magick and, if you read his comments, he seems to have agreed with and adapted a number of insights from Carrollâs works). Also, commit to a basic regimen of daily work.
âThe best legacy everyone here could help to build would be to keep the magick alive.
Isn´t there always something? ![]()
Always
In this case, multiple systems say this is another beginning⌠for 20, 30, and 60 year cyclesâŚ
Amen ! ![]()
AwesomeâŚ
Keep the Magick alive
Iâve never seen the NFT market so stuck, and the difference is huge lol. It reminds me of Noam Chomskyâs documentary âRequiem for the American Dream,â where he analyzed how 1% of the worldâs population holds most of the wealth. I hope everyone gets what theyâre looking for to genuinely grow.
My father passed away. I found him.
I will miss him terribly.
Itâs hard to breathe.
He was my family, pretty much.
Thank you.
My condolencesâŚ
I am sorry to hear that. May your father rest in peace
I hope he is in peace. This is the only reason Iâd ever want to be able to see spirits. Iâd check in with him to see that heâs comfortable and ready to move on. I donât know now I donât know.
Thank you.





