Thank you, that’s really nice of you to say! :)
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Man, you guys…
Today, a repetitive cycle I go through every other week, roughly, just played out SO much better than it has in years.
Years
There may come a time I’ll be comfortable being less vague about certain personal things but more than any other reason for it to be that way, its because this is something I am resolving for myself
For me, on my terms
So I’m controlling my variables strategically that way
But seriously, I haven’t felt… capable and empowered, or like I’m ACTUALLY healing and learning and growing and such in YEARS as well
Blueprint of life for sure is a major role but it’s also new combinations using various other channels like maitreya and such (Sapien came first though and always my favorite in my heart <3 you team and fellow forum members)
But… I’m actually getting better. I really am. This is such a big deal to me and I know when I say grateful things I lay it on pretty heavily (well, I’m unnecessarily wordy anyhow) but from the bottom of my heart, the work done here from EVERYONE in this field, all channels and their respective teams, all deserve gratitude and the best
You guys are amazing @SammyG @El_Capitan_Nemo @_OM
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If you guys blow up into something greater and into the HUGE thing that I know is possible one day I hope by then I’ll be able to play any part, even a small one, whatsoever. I know I’m more passionate and into this stuff than I should be and could reel it in but it’s like… the kidney regeneration field alone. That’s older, and does a pretty simple thing. But its basically flipping a switch and opening the door to being able to do something about a problem that simply can not be done otherwise. Theres so many possibilities and in all my life, I’ve hated society (a simple wording for that, what I mean is it should not be this way) and find it hard to pick companies and services and stuff that I can REALLY get behind.
Learning what morphic fields basically are in terms of their application here alone was the final step to cement me in many of me spiritual beliefs and such. It was what I needed to SEE and EXPERIENCE to open my mind up to many facets of reality. And the way the business is conducted with emphasis on the best ways to provide value and help people. This isnt the only way to do things but this is one of the ones I can truly stand behind and express how much I know that this can be and might be the future starting in many places and ways, and this is a big one.
I’ll try to quit laying it on so extra like that now, I just really really have been wanting to get the gratitude and my thoughts out there. Back on topic, actual change is on my horizon. Feels good bruhs and bruhettes
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As time goes by…I keep realizing that there’s no such thing as right or wrong. Everyone fights for their justice. You fight for yours and I fight for mine. And the war goes on for eternity. But in the end…I am the one who shall prevail.
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I learned my lesson. Feel more grounded now in terms of direction. But drained energywise and ill. I don’t know how ill. With a severe tinnitus. I don’t exactly remember the past since I ‘forgot’ it. But I know that I am trying to direct energy forward.
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I wish you health and strength. Keep going.
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The lessons keep coming and coming. Feel like these past 2 weeks have been an endless teaching lesson. I sure as shit know what to do now.
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I just realized something. My name was always pronounced “yazen” and written that way as well. and the “zan/zen” part was always uttered strongly than the first. what do I know lol
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I just listened to the subconscious limits removal audio again (something that I haven’t done in months). This time around, it brought up a feeling of extreme pressure on my head and a little bit of dull pain.
I’m guessing those were some of the subconscious limits that I had been harbouring for a long time. I wonder what the pressure on my head signified though 
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Who else can relate?
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Well yeah. One of the ways to sell your soul to materialism. Glad we all here are transcendant of that. 
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Rebuttal
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I came to realize this last years and it only intensified.
Now it became the basis of my new life.
I used to be one of those who could never get enough and never be enough. Luckily my body would tell me when it reached its limits very soon, so I had no choice but to reflect on this.
Since my journey first started out with classic self-improvement/self-help aka Tony Robbins etc. I was heavily influenced by this hustle culture. I saw it everywhere and it actually is encouraged everywhere you look. You are encouraged to destroy yourself.
So I went deep into myself and reflected on why I was doing this and I discovered that none of that actually mattered to me. Other things mattered to me. Things, some of which are way “smaller” but would satisfy me way more than money or getting work done or being the best at something.
My life deeply changed since then and my body reflected this change. It relaxed, let go of all the tension built up over the years…
I recently saw a motivational video featuring Elon Musk and it was really really sad.
This man looks into the interviewer’s eyes, he is almost crying when he tells him
“Nobody should work this hard. It’s painful. It hurts my brain, it hurts my heart. It is not good.”
And if you have read his biography you probably know what he has been through.
And people in the comments below this video take this as encouragement to work even harder, “work every minute” and so on…
It’s… absurd.
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Hmm… I’ve been having similar thoughts recently.
I was talking to one of my students the other day, and the conversation led to my previous job. It was a toxic work environment and it made me physically sick. That was years ago, and I had to go to the doctor because of persistent sore throat. Turns out it’s not an infection whatsoever but acid reflux.
I wouldn’t believe him, but when he asked if I was stressed, alarm bells rang in my head. It then made sense. Unfortunately or should I say fortunately, I was laid off eventually due to cost-cutting measures.
I like what I do now, but yeah I still can’t shake off the thought that “I should be doing more.” Then maybe there’s a bit of guilt mixed in because I have always been “lucky” or blessed. Even with the pandemic, I’m pretty stable. Maybe it’s the comparison with other people that gets me. Oh well…
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Lmao I can sense the intense sarcasm emanating from this post
I literally experienced the same with my throat lol. The only difference is mine was not sore but tensed up.
Yep, comparing things is toxic. I think all kinds of comparisons are actually.
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I learnt today that my father’s grandfather and a few other relatives are involved in magick. My father’s grandfather was apparently in the illuminati, my father told me there is 3 stages and my father’s grandfather was in the 2nd stage, the one of the “elites”. I’m interested now, he has a few books back in syria written in arabic, I wanna try and understand some. I feel happy knowing this about my lineage, I feel more connected. Wonder who grandpa is now in incarnation. Maybe he’s my guide lol who knows. Interestingly, he also wanted to teach my father magick and no one but my father. hmm
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My thoughts aren’t as fluid and I notice it. Work is still getting under my skin.
I find myself still daydreaming about the things I’d rather be doing right now.
A road trip while enjoying the sights and snacks along the way, or sailing azure waters with the sun and warm wind on the face, perhaps exploring ancient ruins somewhere and enjoy the silence. Pleasant scenarios the mind can conjure, just a coin toss away.
Sometimes I tune into city walk explorations on youtube while lifting weights. Yesterday I was in Rome, still eternal.
The human imagination is certainly a blessing, and it makes a lot of things tolerable.
My scattered thoughts could be due to the lack of sleep. I’m going to play the Attention and Focus audio later on before I do some paperwork.
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy indeed.
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Hear hear. It’s something to look forward to 
You’re lucky. I haven’t yet, but it’s certainly on my bucket list, that, Athens and Istanbul.
Aside from Rome, I would really like to see Pompeii, Herculaneum and the Appian way. I remember you mentioned you were in an ancient ruin somewhere? Thousand year old? Was it druidic? My memory is hazy.
I was going to say something, cause that’s right up my alley. 
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What cities have you visited in Italy?
Yes, that’s the one.
You know, that could be. This concept of past lives fascinates me, although I am still on the fence if I want to know mine exactly. There’s a part me of that’s curious, and yet there’s also a part where I am not so sure if it’s a good idea.
If it’s someone mundane, okay, but if it’s like Nero or Vlad Dracul or anyone like that, I don’t want to know! hahaha! 
I guess what’s really getting to me is the feeling of being restricted, you know what I mean? Not being able to go anywhere at anytime as I please, and that can get pretty old after a year or so. I understand exactly why, and it’s for a good reason, it’s actually getting worse here, but I’ve always liked the adventure so to speak.
To my surprise, the situation irked me more than I thought it would, being an introvert and all. I’m just having one of those days I guess. It happens.
Thank you for the kind words angelblessings, btw cycling through France sounds amazing, I bet you had fun doing that. Cheers
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