But then again, even after you heal trauma more will come
Is there a trauma free person?
At the end it seems to me like there is no meaning to anything, unless you give it to it. But im too lazy for that lol. Or traumatized rip.
Material goals are meaningless.
So then there is hope spiritual ones would give me meaning. But im not sure if thats a true assumption.
But thinking about it, the meaning is within the heart, not anywhere else outside of it to find. But rather awaken it, as it is already here all the time, just hidden when not potentializedā¦
Heart gets activated mostly with love, so maybe meaning all along was love? Where can that be found? Is it in connections with others? If yes, then the meaning of life is to connect with others. Hmm.?..
But how can one do that that in this wicked world
Maybe thats why cobbections are special. Because its not easy
So maybe the meaning is found between dualities like easy and hard. Between good and bad, between hated and loved. But how to identify it lol. What is in between.
Nothing, meaning i was right there is no meaning afterall. And because it is nowhere it means it also has to be everywhere lol. Otherwise it wouldnt exist. But it does, and thats where it is, it is nowhere. Lol so it means it has to be somehwere if its nowhere. Whhat the hell ahaha.