Self Reflection Thread

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#61

We had our first “virtual” Christmas Holiday Party event at work. Lol, everyone struggled to play “party” games on Zoom, after an hour, most people zoned out… At the end of it, I was literally the only one trying to stay in the spirit, to the point of irritating a bunch of people lol… At some point, someone texted me and asked, “Can I please leave?” :face_with_thermometer:

I mean what can I do? With Eternity, Magi and Happiness pendants, how can I not be happy, especially during Christmas? :sunglasses: :partying_face:

On a serious note, isolation, not being able to meet friends, hug your family members, or just enjoy a hot meal in restaurant is terrible! I mean, things I took for granted all my life… :christmas_tree: :christmas_tree: :santa:

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#62

@Maoshan_Wanderer, at least you enjoyed yourself and you tried with everyone else - Happy Christmas :hugs::sparkling_heart:

I was thinking yesterday about all the Christmas parties that won’t happen, and about if anyone told us that This time next year…

Then a song started playing in my head - Didn’t we almost have it all

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#63

We are lucky to have means to not go down a spiral of lower vibrations so to speak… I’m seeing this a lot in people as a consequence of the lockdown (a lot of friends too :slightly_frowning_face:).

Of course the problem is much more profound, this isolation is only bringing it to the surface and magnifing it.

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#64

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When I saw this pic I thought…
we once used to look like the others but humanity got a really big development boost

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#65

This thread is really interesting. Last month I felt the need to share something with someone and changed my mind. After deleting, I noticed how it always makes me feel as if I had actually sent it. Now once a week, I take 30 min/ 1h to write and explain my thoughts and feeling. Articulating them before deleting.

Also is that me or throwing away/ deleting/ ending stuff feels liberating ?
Note to myself: Theses small symbolic gestures are getting out of control :joy:

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#66

This is actually a common psychotherapy technique…
One writes a letter to whomever expressing “whatever needs to be expressed about past things” and then rips it up or burns it.

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#67

Yes i love doing this!

I feel that sometimes when i share and post, i ‘keep it alive’. Compared to just venting and detaching.

There’s a really cool website if you want to do this in an aesthetic way.

There’s another one ill try to find when im on my computer!

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#68

@psynergy Interesting, I’ll make sure to try and maybe share my experience…

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#69

This is just pure genius, simple but yet profound, works great…

Thanks for sharing it

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#70

Yes please do!

To be honest i was thinking of another website so i quickly tried this one before i linked it.

When trying it, i felt more peaceful flowing energy through me even when my simple thought was ‘i’m annoyed by teens’ lol.

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#71

For the past month or so, I feel like every day I wake up I’m a different person. I can barely keep up with myself.
Like… I’m the same but I’m really not, I can hardly recognise my thoughts and emotions from the day before, it’s so exhausting. One day I feel liberated and full of hope, the next day then completely different, scared about the future for a couple of hours then the fear is gone, then maybe I get sad…
I’m normally very calm and composed and serious, and this sort of up/down is something I never experienced, not even during turbulent times or teenage years or… ever.
I’m planning to be online much less now and rather just journal meticulously because I already don’t recognise myself in some older posts.

I have started listening to a lot of grounding and I hope it helps.
I’m really looking forward to this Christmas break because I’ll be off from work, so one less distraction.

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#72

Nooooo not you too :sob::sob::sob:

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#73

Another thing I’ve realised about myself after a bit of self reflection, is that all of my problems invariably stem from my lack of confidence in basically every field I want to improve myself in. I’m desperate to find a way to eliminate all traces of feelings like jealousy, inadequacy, insecurity, fear, low self-esteem, anxiety, guilt, self-doubt and embarrassment.

And I want to replace that with unconditional confidence (the relaxed type), unconditional happiness, being sure of myself, unbridled optimism, to value myself and my family more than others (self-investment) and self love WHILST still retaining my drive for self improvement (academically, financially, physically and spiritually) which currently stems from my inadequacy in everything.

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#74

You’re sweet :) I’m not leaving, just planning to be a bit more “offline” for a couple of weeks.
I feel a lot of energetic changes, which I think are at the root of the other things I’m experiencing. The pull/push sensation on my spine (which OM kindly helped identify as kundalini awakening) moved up about 2 vertebreas in the past 1-2 days and is now mid-chest level. Yesterday night I felt it quite strong with also some waves of energy and I needed the ESS + grounding audio to be able to fall asleep.
I also have some throat chakra clearing symptoms (at least I think that’s what they are) manifesting in sore throat / some “aphthae” in my throat/tonsils which are quite painful, but I’m not actually sick.

So I think I just need to take some time to help smoothen my experience.

But make no mistake, I’ll keep an eye on you and the star exercise, haha :)
And I’ll join the mass meditations etc.

And I think you could check out angelgnome’s releasing exercises to help you transform whatever you need to transform.

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#75

Damn, kundalini awakening huh? Do you basically get new powers after the serpent awakens? Do let us know haha.

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#76

Don’t you have the vibes series?

They can make you jump from these lower levels to higher levels.

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#77

Where can I find the vibes series?

#78

It’s a paid audio (technically 3) gumroad.
Based on what others wrote, if youdont want to purchase it now, you can achieve similar effect with the new fields like flower of Life and the ones released after.

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#79

Even if you aren’t wearing the ascension tag, most if not all of you are in the process of ascension. You are all spiritually growing and in this growth, you will naturally come toe to toe with the things that are holding you back. It’s a part of growth. Be strong and fight the good fight my friends :slight_smile:

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#80

Thank you for this. It’s just that currently, I’m not in a position to purchase anything other than the bare necessities for personal reasons.