Severe anxiety and depersonalization after frequencies

[laurab8]

I‘m sorry you had to go through all this.

Sapiens audios are not subliminals, did you listen to any other audios than his?

I really recommend you to stay away from everything until you got yourself back. Im doing the same. We are our own solutions to what we are going through. To me this means surrendering constantly now, no matter what. This is hard when anxiety takes over and you dont feel like yourself, but even this is all just thoughts. always come back to observing when possible.

A youtube channel that helps me always immensely is Personal Mastery Quest, he has a playlist called self inquiry and it will help you to distance yourself from your mind and body identification.

Hope you are doing better soon!

[Atreides]

Collective Consciousness is the one thing on your list that I would consider mood-altering. Think about taking it off of your list but changing nothing else, and seeing if your symptoms get better or worse.

Click the link below if you would like to read about my experience with this field.

Tap into the collective consciousness

I tapped into some very deep dark harsh realities with it. I’m not at all saying that that is what anyone else will experience with it. It put me in touch with a very base, buried part of humanity as a whole, with the need to survive. And it put me in touch with something bordering on nihilism. I think humanity at a very unconscious level is having a great struggle against nihilism or meaninglessness. I’d say it was a positive experience as a whole, as I worked through the issues and re-foun…

[akkar]

@Maoshan_Wanderer

I had a guy in my Taichi class who had some issues and I recommended to him a Sapien audio (Reiki Massage). That guy ignored what I told him and decided to loop Extreme Muscles and Testosterone all day

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@laurab8

Love wave
Collective consciousness

@Atreides

Collective Consciousness is the one thing on your list that I would consider mood-altering

100% agree with this one being the most likely cause.

Especially right after listening to love wave. That’s a combustible mix.

[Atreides]

I missed that one on the list. That is an interesting combination. I wonder if this person is sending love shockwaves into the collective unconscious and receiving blowback.

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@Atreides

I wonder if this person is sending love shockwaves into the collective unconscious and receiving blowback.

That’s my guess. Especially if poster was doing it intentionally.
That’s high level enlightened being activity.
Even Siddhartha Gautama chronicles how painful this was for him.

[Bronyraur]

Pfuuuu the last 2 posts have blown my mind away! I mean the ways you formulated it! Not even joking! Hats off gentlemen!!

I’m gonna meditate on this the whole day lol

[Maoshan_Wanderer]

@_OM

Even Siddhartha Gautama chronicles how painful this was for him.

Some Buddhist practitioners deliberately do this and believe me, it is not a pleasant experience, unless one has prepared for it. The last time I did that as a part of a practice, I had to endure 3 years of physical suffering - as long as one has graspings remaining, this practice is painful on many levels, although very fulfilling for those who are devoid of graspings.

[Atreides]

I wish we could get thousands doing this. Consequences be damned.

[Maoshan_Wanderer]

Essentially, that is the Bodhisattva vow!! Amen, some day… hopefully some day soon!

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I wish we could get thousands doing this.

Better to use…wait for it… you know what’s coming… here it comes…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWyVbWSK0Ys

for the time being.

Some Buddhist practitioners deliberately do this

I envision a day where If we could get those people listening to this…

[anon17734191]

But in 2017, there was no Collective consciousness(audio)…

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wha?

[anon17734191]

@laurab8

In 2017 the same thing happened, I discovered sapiens channel, listened to his stuff regularly, I was great, then it slowly got worse. I kept pushing bc I trusted the process and ended up suicidal. It took a looong time to recover.

This…

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@anon17734191

This…

Well if she can remember what she was listening to in 2017, I could probably narrow down the causes…assuming it was from the videos…

[cait_121]

@anon17734191

Every SM audio can actually make you more energy sensitive… In that result, some entity can attach to you and cause these things…

isn’t using the very thing that caused this sensitivity to ‘heal’ it’s effects inherently not a great idea

i’ve had bad results from subliminal (too energy sensitive) and still haven’t healed. i’m so sensitive to energy that i feel like i have lost control of myself sometimes… kind of worried about using too many/frequently SM fields too ://

[anon17734191]

Perfect time to connect with Higher self, if you havent already done that. :) Print Higher self mandala, meditate to it. And listen to higher self audio
You can also add this.
https://youtu.be/dP2qNHn0GPI
And perfect time to take the course, and take control of the energy sensitivity. :)

[cait_121]

is there a higher self mandela? i thought it doesn’t work

what do you think about the brow storage center audio from the Soul Restoration serie? i tried the Core one didn’t do what i hoped it would do (energy sensitivity) spent so much on audios hoping would help but so far no luck

[anon17734191]

@sapienmed

Brow storage center might be better for you.
Have you tried the vibration series too?

[cait_121]

yes the Om one… no luck it made me more sensitive if anything so i was afraid of using it too much (only tried 2-3 times) don’t know if longer use would yield better results but i kind of don’t want to take chances at the moment…

i find that people who listen/use Sapien’s fields become much more sensitive and ‘mendable’ . it normally would take a ‘normal’ person at least a while to observe results but i’ve seen a few people on this forum notice results immediately. As you said, i fear one of the consequences being that you become more mendable to other energies/fields around you as well as being susceptible to things like entity attachment i wonder if Dream purposely add a field that make the subconscious more ‘mendable’ but it might have unintended side effects?