Severe anxiety and depersonalization after frequencies

[laurab8]

Hello Guys,

I feel like I‘m going insane. I‘m using Sapien‘s channel for about a month now, and now I‘m starting to get more and more anxiety attacks, my brain is constantly fried and just in general I‘m feeling like I‘m less and less myself. I never overdo any audio and I‘m very responsible.

In 2017 the same thing happened, I discovered sapiens channel, listened to his stuff regularly, I was great, then it slowly got worse. I kept pushing bc I trusted the process and ended up suicidal. It took a looong time to recover.

For some reason I was drawn to try it out again and now it seems I‘m back at point zero.

I trust Sapien and I know he helped so many people with all his work, I‘m just wondering if for some people frequencies just might not be the right thing for whatever reason.

I would be happy to hear anyone‘s thoughts.
All the best xx

[_OM]

Which fields are you listening to specifically and how often?

[Baya]

do you meditate? try to distance yourself from your thoughts if you dont have to pay attention to them you cant go insane. i dont have anxiety attacks because i can switch the channel experience comes from within dont let yourself go insane.

[Nondual]

Trust your own intuition too regarding frequencies to use… Maybe taking a break for a while would be a good idea, to get back to yourself? Things like mental illness are best to avoid IME…

Like Baya suggests, simple meditation is a good approach. If that doesn’t help, try to find another way more compatible with your own being.

[Maoshan_Wanderer]

I had a guy in my Taichi class who had some issues and I recommended to him a Sapien audio (Reiki Massage). That guy ignored what I told him and decided to loop Extreme Muscles and Testosterone all day - which is NOT what Sapien recommends. He ended up in ER with an elevated heart rate.

I had him use the Aura Cleaning and Grounding every 3-days, and stay off of all other kinds of energy work and everything got back to normal.

“More” is not “Better” is a key thing to remember.

Key questions, as others pointed out:

• What exactly are you listening to?
• How often?
• What other non-Sapien audios do you use?

Importantly, one should never shy away from seeking professional help for depression etc., in addition to energy work, meditation etc.

[Baya]

Very True and helpful input @Nondual and @Maoshan_Wanderer bless this forum and all its people!

[SorcerySupreme]

Loop ego dissolution, repel negative energy 2.0, and love gravitation wave.

[cait_121]

How long did it take to recover? I had similar issues with subliminals but seems like it never recovered even after months. It made me really sensitive to energies. I also feel not like myself. Been trying to find a solutions for a long time…nothing particularly worked for what I’m seeking

[laurab8]

Dear all,

Thank you very much for your inputs and your help!!

I have decided to distance myself for now from any solutions outside of myself and focus all my intention inward to get better again. I guess for me personally this is where I‘m always coming back to, we can change anything without frequencies and maybe this was a reminder for me, bc I tend to look for results and be obsessive with not messing up my listening routine.

Anyways this were the audios I‘ve been listening:

Far Infrared
Skin regeneration
Stem cells and scar tissue removal
Love wave
Collective consciousness
(Everyday 3times in the evening)

AMPK
Teeth regeneration
Collagen booster
Symetrical face
(everyday 2 times in the morning)

maybe I will be back after some time and listen only a few times a week, but I really do think for me I have to let it all go.

I was doing amazing with meditation and living in the now, I could easily stay as the observer most times, and now I feel totally back at point zero. Its gonna be better again, to anyone struggeling too, really listen to your intuition.

[anon17734191]

Have you tried exorcism and Angelic Intercessions?
Every SM audio can actually make you more energy sensitive… In that result, some entity can attach to you and cause these things…

The Exorcism Rite version 2.0

https://youtu.be/yOfoS-EDcUA
Or, its huge blockage of energy, from listening to audios, which could also cause these things…

Energy Body/Aura Deep Clearing Cleaning

https://youtu.be/aEpjQGlWSfI

[laurab8]

I‘m sorry you had to go through all this.

Sapiens audios are not subliminals, did you listen to any other audios than his?

I really recommend you to stay away from everything until you got yourself back. Im doing the same. We are our own solutions to what we are going through. To me this means surrendering constantly now, no matter what. This is hard when anxiety takes over and you dont feel like yourself, but even this is all just thoughts. always come back to observing when possible.

A youtube channel that helps me always immensely is Personal Mastery Quest, he has a playlist called self inquiry and it will help you to distance yourself from your mind and body identification.

Hope you are doing better soon!

[Atreides]

Collective Consciousness is the one thing on your list that I would consider mood-altering. Think about taking it off of your list but changing nothing else, and seeing if your symptoms get better or worse.

Click the link below if you would like to read about my experience with this field.

Tap into the collective consciousness

I tapped into some very deep dark harsh realities with it. I’m not at all saying that that is what anyone else will experience with it. It put me in touch with a very base, buried part of humanity as a whole, with the need to survive. And it put me in touch with something bordering on nihilism. I think humanity at a very unconscious level is having a great struggle against nihilism or meaninglessness. I’d say it was a positive experience as a whole, as I worked through the issues and re-foun…

[akkar]

@Maoshan_Wanderer

I had a guy in my Taichi class who had some issues and I recommended to him a Sapien audio (Reiki Massage). That guy ignored what I told him and decided to loop Extreme Muscles and Testosterone all day

[_OM]

@laurab8

Love wave
Collective consciousness

@Atreides

Collective Consciousness is the one thing on your list that I would consider mood-altering

100% agree with this one being the most likely cause.

Especially right after listening to love wave. That’s a combustible mix.

[Atreides]

I missed that one on the list. That is an interesting combination. I wonder if this person is sending love shockwaves into the collective unconscious and receiving blowback.

[_OM]

@Atreides

I wonder if this person is sending love shockwaves into the collective unconscious and receiving blowback.

That’s my guess. Especially if poster was doing it intentionally.
That’s high level enlightened being activity.
Even Siddhartha Gautama chronicles how painful this was for him.

[Bronyraur]

Pfuuuu the last 2 posts have blown my mind away! I mean the ways you formulated it! Not even joking! Hats off gentlemen!!

I’m gonna meditate on this the whole day lol

[Maoshan_Wanderer]

@_OM

Even Siddhartha Gautama chronicles how painful this was for him.

Some Buddhist practitioners deliberately do this and believe me, it is not a pleasant experience, unless one has prepared for it. The last time I did that as a part of a practice, I had to endure 3 years of physical suffering - as long as one has graspings remaining, this practice is painful on many levels, although very fulfilling for those who are devoid of graspings.

[Atreides]

I wish we could get thousands doing this. Consequences be damned.

[Maoshan_Wanderer]

Essentially, that is the Bodhisattva vow!! Amen, some day… hopefully some day soon!