Ok this is another one that has me wow’ed lol
Little back story: for years between marriage-separation-divorced, i grew so much anger and resentment towards my ex husband. Like i think he is the only person i have hated in this life.
I also carried a lot of anger towards my Mom (whom i also deeply love which makes it hard and then damages more)
Ive always worked on the side as holistic healer in different categories, so i knew as a fact the impact in the body/mind/spirit the emotions cause specially unresolved negative ones. So i knew i had to work hard and consciously on those emotions.
Anger, frustration and resentment are absorbed and stored in your liver, spleen and pancreas. And from one specific time where me and my ex had a real bad fight i got soo angry i threw up non stop until blood was coming out and i had to be rushed to the hospital, that night i literally felt something had broke in that area lol and i got pains there on and off through the years, done lot of tests but nothing was showing. I knew it was emotional.
Anyway for years because i wanted and because of this i went to many spiritual retreats and tried lots of different psychedelic etc. They all worked, i felt better but then pain and discomfort always showed up again and stayed for some days then go away.
This year i was really determined to work on those 2 main issues my ex and my Mom (there are ppl that have caused pain in my life but i never felt a thing in my system for them)
I made a stack to work on the liver/pancreas etc and kept putting it away because other audios, like 3 weeks ago something triggered certain memories and the pain was right back! so its when i decided i couldnt wait anymore and i started listening to it.
Fast forward to today:
-burst of unexpected anger accompanied by memories of ppl that did me wrong and i had totally forgot about them (well apparently not) and ive been like woah? Well i learnt that listening to these audios kinda purge out all of that so you actually feel it.
Let me tell you guys, you have NO IDEA how much anger and frustration you carry in your system throughout the years that you are not aware of because we humans tend to push away or deep down emotions, ignore them and put on a brave face again because we need the courage and joy to build a happy life right? Well, all that stays in you 💁 no matter how much you think youve dealth with them. They stay in there.
-for the first time from the bottom of my heart I released my ex husband of anger. Like i literally talked out loud as if he was in front of me, forgave him sincerely and acknowledged him that i knew he loved me with all force he could within the sick mind and damaged soul he had, and also voiced the things i knew i did wrong that caused pain to him as well. It was like an hour talking to ‘him’ and most important i promised him that i will never talk bad about him or our marriage at all in any way or form joke or serious. Ever. Again. And that i sincerely wish all the good and the best love for him for ever.
I had never felt this freedom so genuine and real.
Since that day i felt that area in my body super lighter clean and ‘free’ and that whole day my urine had a very strong color and smell. (I eat super clean)
-then my Mom… same (i dont want to bore you with the story but you get the point)
-im losing weight without changing anything (ive always been more to the slim/fit side but since my marriage and all after i keep gaining weight and losing just a bit like i have to work out hard and watch what i eat to keep a good figure but 1 week not watching it and baam it comes back)
-my sleep nights are longer and better
-my mood and determination are improving so much. Basically the qualities i felt i lost during that time in my life are returning full force
Here is said stack:
Avance Detox + healing of Billary System x 3
Steam Cells target to heart, liver and lungs x 3
Pancreas regeneration x 3
Liver cyrrhosis x 4
Far infrared x 2
Im neither old nor alcohol or drugs abuser in my life but i did have my years of party hard lol and smoked, but i still put all this in there because as i said emotions are as destructive.