Best Path In Life - Received August 3rd
So I shared my results with the tag here at 11 days: Share your results!
Weāre now at 49 days and I wanted to give an update.
From my previous post:
I actually didnāt end up leaving.
Instead of ādoing the right thing,ā which would have been entirely unfair to me, I wrote a hardship letter and am now paying 1/4 of my rent. This is helping me recover from a time of financial hardship.
My landlord isnāt happy about it at all, but thereās nothing she can do and Iām at peace with myself. Iām not taking advantage, rather just admitting where Iām at. I still plan on moving, but will be doing so when its safe for me to do so, not as a result of circumstances beyond my control.
I got the job!
Iāll be making 10% more than Iāve made up to this point, Iāll be working from home and its within my experience and skill level.
This is everything I asked the universe for when I requested a job.
At the time I wrote this I was wearing BPIL damn near 24/7, but since then I can go days without touching it. Not wearing it definitely gave me an immense desire to reconnect with these toxic people, but I stayed away and my mental health is much better for it.
What is currently going on is just getting adjusted to this new job and also a number of other changes in my life that are just beginning.
With a new job and stability at home, Iām no longer stressed all the time and Iāll be looking to make more changes now that I wasnāt able to before.
Iām experiencing a negative kickback effect at times when I believe Iāve gone off my Best Path In Life. For example, I also have a second job. I took it just to get some extra cash, but I really donāt enjoy it. Regardless of how much effort I put into it, theres a number of negative events that seem come up in relation to it, no matter what I do. Iāll likely be quitting even though Iāve only worked there one day.
In my life, whenever my intuition is telling me to get the F out of somewhere, not doing so has resulted in several mishaps. It wouldnāt surprise me if my car just randomly stopped working to prevent me from getting to work one day, or my tire goes flat, or I miss an alarm or something.