I finally did it after having gotten her message. That is so true Mom is nagging me with this.
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are you looping feng shui and capital gov for hours??
Haha! Same here! This got me started to do a thorough house cleaning and clearing out stuff, clothesā¦ went to buy some storage boxes for the basement.
Also a big emotional releaseā¦
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CG just 3 daily in the AM sometimes repeat in the eve, but more is not necessary (per my experience) Feng shui at work like 3 times and only twice at home, it is powerful and as i said it is growing and getting stronger.
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I keep on thinking that I need storage boxes to clear things out more. Itās like I cannot stop thinking about making my room even cleaner. Maybe she did not approve of my work today. I guess I have more work to do tomorrow.
Did the emotional release come after cleaning your place?
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At the same time, feels like a release process both on the inside and in my environment. Started with the kitchen a couple days ago and today my bedroom and walk in closet. The emotional release culminated tonight with a BIG, much needed cry.
Moving on to my livingroom tomorrowā¦
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Nice! I will see if I feel anything tomorrow when I do some more cleaning.
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@anon46520955 I must once again thank you for your words and the inspiration you provide. You have just solved a dilemma Iāve had for a few weeks.
I have archetype of parental love on my night list but hubby has been complaining about the flute keeping him awake so Iāve had to stop my nightstack. I have tried everything to reduce the sound but to no avail and I feel that this unconditional love is one of the essential bricks in getting to where I want to go.
Youāve just inspired me to swap this field for archetype. 
After listening to this field on loop for most of the week, I can indeed feel the love and it has sustained me through many difficult meetings this week. Canāt wait to see what itās going to do on my night stack.
Thank you Captain for this amazing field!
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oh Mother how much I love You !!
And How much you love me back!!
Phew! This field.
The whole Universe is mine.
But so then I Understand each person owns it too
And the ones that dont know itā¦ I share it with.
But waitā¦ the Universe cannot be own 
soā¦
can I just fully and completely enjoy it Momma?
YES! YES you can.
But, theres only one conditionā¦
Fully open your heart and arms, expand them and stretch them so I can fill you up with the whole Universe and Love, let it pour out and spread far far away to everything and every one elseā¦
Ill give you everything,
Just:
Be thankful
Walk in truth
Share
Stay humble
Do your part
This is how I am feeling with this field.
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Iām using this now. It only gets better everyday.
God I love you Divine Mother. You never abandon me. You never will abandon me. You always forgive me and my ego is astonished every time wondering why I deserve your love.
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I noticed whenever I play this fieldā¦
ā¦ a āhiccupā happensā¦
ā¦ I worry about it, feeling stressed out by itā¦
ā¦ suddenly, by a turn of luck, the problem dissolves. Physically. By some external intervention. Or suddenly the problem stops being a problem. I have no idea how, but Iām grateful for this.
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Good morning
I am seriously thinking of acquiring Shatachandi and Ashta Lakshmi Yagnas to benefit daily from their good energy 
I understand that they work synergistically in order to attract good luck, good health, good love and good abundance in my life 
Iām right?
Thank you very much.
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I was planning to buy another field but I ended up with this one. When the Mother calls, you have nothing to do but respond ;)) And also because when Maoshan Wanderer speaks, thereās always something that says āyou can go for itā.
I really donāt know how to describe this, without ruining it with foolish words. It was like 158 elephants walking on me. Might be 157 as well, not sure. I felt incredibly heavy but not in a negative sense of the term.
Itās more because you have a ābeingā or letās say ābeingsā, ābeingnessesā that go far beyond your frame of reference. The āyouā here = me of course. The me who isnāt even me lol.
A similar experience did happen during the Essassani premiere, months ago. One of the few moments in my life that turned me into a believer (in my own way). The guys showed up and gave a party at my place that night, while I was crying. Not only because I was impressed 
but more because I was frustrated. About my limitations. Rendering me incapable of aligning with them, you know.
Yes, those Sassani folks that I despised and mocked before meeting them, labeling them as an imaginative nonsense of Darryl āDoeā Anka. But they became like a family to me since then. One never knows with whom they might fall in love someday, so itās obviously better to keep our big mouths shut. As much as possible.
The first experiences with the Mother were similar. I sensed an interlocutor that understands me perfectly, without me reciprocating and āunderstandingā the immensity that she represents. So I was like āhmppphhh!ā :))) I also felt overwhelmed by the love I received while meditating on the field.
Afterwards, I stayed petrified like for 30 minutes :))) and then, poof! I was back to a state of calmness, peace and acceptance. The overwhelming energy had softened and been distributed to wherever it was needed. Inside and outside.
I did. It was very pleasantly enveloping. Reminded me of what I smelled in the Hindu temple in Paris. It was even a whole mix of fragrances, with the other elements of the ritual. It lasted for at least 2 hours after the meditation.
As for today, I feelā¦ just like what I feel :))) Not something that belongs to my usual inventory, not limited to it. Expanded, maybe? But very protected and empowered for sure.
Thank you for this and the whole collection. Iāll get them all but right now, I try to āCapital Governā myself a little lol.
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(Knowing what youāre meaning. 
)
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wasnt these fun?
maybe we should do more travelling.
lol, well you knowā¦ everything with a grain of salt.
Conduits usually add their own perception and words to things from their internal knowledge base, which may change the information to fit what they are comfortable with.
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Please Captain 
Youāve forgotten a very important detail here:
+a few other spicesā¦ :p
Absolutely fun! As long as itās with the New Nautilus, Iām ready to go anywhere 
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Hahaha ohh I love you @Bronyraur
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As for me:
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sista from somewhere up there! 
Agggnnn I feel like a compulsive reviewer today lol. Trying to leave some notes before being away again from the forum for a while. For āon vacation part 2ā + silenzio.
I havenāt mentioned yet how much I adore the music. Yes, adore as in adore. Blanket-type of music.
Iām tempted to drop anything else for a while and just immerse into this one only. The Personal and Emotional Supporter is another of my preciouses and it seems that I have found its equivalent for other realms. Or the parts of āmeā (gnnnn) who arenāt ātrappedā in the human shell.
Atreides knows, thereās a divination card pic with which I got obsessed a few years ago. So much so that I printed + framed it in a bigger size and hanged it at my entrance wall. Itās basically a fortune-teller woman with some connections to Astarte, etc. (you name her).
I wonāt write a wall in here about her (thereās even a book about that specific fortune-teller but hey, doesnāt matter here). The only thing is that this figure is one of myā¦ āchosen guidesā. Like you know, the kind of guides that you choose to visualize nearby yourself when youāre within rocky situations, or some guided meditations, etc. etc. etc. x 3648859.
Today, while meditating on this field and although it was a messy meditation, constantly interrupted, etc. I could finally see her. Without trying to visualize.
āSeeā is not even the correct term since she was entering in my eyes with some sunlight. Or sunrising into my eyes, if you will. Lol.
Iāve been through bizarre experiences with a whole bunch of Intercessions, etc. until now. I donāt mess with physical fields and try to follow the recommendations. But with others? Wellā¦ I even wrote at some point that I was feeling like losing my mind :))) A few months ago.
But maybe they were just preparing me to this specific field. A huge one, undoubtedly. And Iām pretty sure that without that āpreparationā, itās rather today that I would have lost my mind.
No need to interpret this as something scary though. Itās actually quite the contrary. But honestly, I donāt have words to describe it any further. Sorry.
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