as the title suggests. My main issues that i am dealing with -
- I do self hypnosis/alpha meditation to manifest and the state i use affirmations, but around 80% of the time i am not able to get into the state cuz of this annoying reoccurring/obsessive thought " what if it doesn’t happen " , " it wont happen ". i’m sick of it. i got rid of it for sometime when i was at my grandmother’s house which is in mountains and i go into the forest to meditate, but it came back when i returned to the city. and these thoughts prevent me from going into alpha.
- i have trouble controlling or managing my emotions. i guess that comes with point 1. im incredibly emotional, and i am working on it.
I can usually meditate pretty good if im not affirming and just observing my breath. i have no problems then. i do think that due to experiencing many traumas, one after another, in the past 2 years, i am 90% in a sympathetic state. i have used PONR for quite while and those traumatic events dont effect me anymore, but somehow im in sympathetic mode most of the time. due to which i am having trouble manifesting.
please suggest free fields only
thank you so much!