hey all
i found out that a person from my past had a spell on me , its effecet my whole life in the last 3 years… ,
physical and mental health.
i had dreams about same person that show up almost everyday for the last 3 years
phyisical and mental health problems that show up
,if i try to heal my pyhisical issues , the reality brings me axidents that will hurt these areas again and again …
also a tons of anxity and and uncontrol bad thoughs
i was thinking like 'my dark side doing it" and blame myself…
in general nothing works on my life no matter how hard push my self higher and take actions
its like a cave that limit my luck and growing on everything
i was looking for a spell remover field for months
and try many protection fields
they can let me a small time of releif but nothing more than that
so yasterday i bough the spell remover of sapien
and this is the most intense experince that i had in my whole life
i play the field yasterday evening
siting on the chair and in 1 minute just get a shock in my whole body
i felt like something go around inside my heart
that thing moving like crazy inside my body!!
i was disconnected .
cant move, looking on the screen for 60 min… (looping it 3 times)
all my body was burning and i felt like a war going through me :O
my heart so painful even until now.
i felt like these evil things start to leave my body
but i still felt something deeper that fighting for stay so i keep looping it
i wasnt really there that time , i had super realistice thoughts it almost like i left my body to another place
and after a 45 mintues of listening i felt like my heart litterly opening and that evil getiing out of me…
after that i felt like Stitches in the same spot and it was so PAINFUL
after 3 loops i get out of it,
i feel so weak, my body have shock
and a strong euphoric feeling
also super grounded
and
My sense of smell returned to work :OO
i feel so scared after that expirince but i know it was for good!!
today i played “heart Chakra healing” and also The Mana Circuits on dream seeds
trying to recover myself
it didnt really worked
i wonder why i feel so weak until now?
what part of me should be healed after that experince
wich fields should help with it
i will love to hear your opinion guys…