Hi friends !
I just joined the forum today and before I proceed to ask some questions regarding the stack I currently use, I thought I would preface with some background of what I had happened. I will try to keep it as brief as possible. So, around August of last year I was in a very stressful environment + toxic relationship. Since then, I’ve had difficulties sleeping (waking up in the middle of the night and un-refreshed sleep/sluggish next day) + bodily pains/stiffness/weakness + anxiety + weight loss + occasional intrusive thoughts. The toxic relationship was a narcissistic one I had with a friend from college (thinking back it almost felt as if I was conversing with a demon/energy drainer) whereas the environment I was in was almost surreal. TLDR: I rented a single room as a student pre-covid and had a lot of bad occurrences happen to me: issues with housemates, things breaking down etc. I have since moved back to my hometown to live with my parents (moved out of that dreadful place after a month) . I suspect it may be psychosomatic ? or maybe my energy system is in disarray? maybe entities ? I honestly do not know. I was in a very dark and sad place for many months prior to this but have finally started picking myself up again. I am determined to change/heal. I want to be free from all the aforementioned problems so I went online and came across, by chance, fields by Sapien and Dream on YouTube.
So far, I have listened to these few tracks in no particular order throughout the day for the past few days:
- Etheric Cord Cutter x2/x3
- Exorcism 2.0 x2/x3
- The Orgone Accumulator x2/x3
- Emotional Release x2/x3
- Amygdala Healing + Fear Release x2/x3
- Subconscious Limit Removal x2
- Entity Removal x2
- Ego Dissolution x2
- Energy Blockage Removal x2
What I have observed is the following:
- My sleep has become random and by that I mean I wake up at random times. Prior to listening to the stack I’ve always had issues with sleep and would wake up in the middle of the night but it was always almost around the same time of the night.
- My pain levels started fluctuating (sometimes high sometimes low, it feels different from how it has always been)
- Started getting hot sensations and sometimes chilling sensations throughout the day as I am listening to the stack. Likewise, anxiety goes up and down in similar fashion
- My head feels heavy kinda like a headache (maybe I’ve been listening too much?)
Questions:
- Should I keep listening to the above stack? I’m worried that it’ll mess up my already messed up sleep
- Are the above tracks suitable ? Has anybody gone through anything similar and has healed himself/herself from listening to fields?
- Am I going into some of the tracks a little too early? Do I need to tackle issues in the energy system first ? If so are there any specific tracks I should be listening to?
- Do I keep going and just push through? Are all the newer symptoms signs of my subconscious purging ? or is it resistance ? Is it normal to feel worse ?
I am open to all ideas. I trust that Sapien has an awesome community and what has worked for others will work for me too Thanks in advance !