Man today I experienced the worst chest pain when I was listening to this, it was like a sharp
pain to my heart. Afterwards I feel my heart opening up blissfully. Must be the heart chakra finally opening up.
Thatās awesome. This is a very important field.
Idk if itās this one, the entire Alchemical Revision series or both, but I literally feel pounds lighter mentally and emotionally the last couple days. So much more free consciousness no longer trapped in density. Iāve been almost giddy and laughing and smiling a lot.
I donāt know if you have Blueprint of Life, but use that also to restore harmony to yourself. From what I experience after I incorporated revisions fields, BOL has been working 100x better and putting me back into harmony. We are given a second life bro, letās move forward
Oh yea! Since the second it came out. Canāt do without it! The results are so noticeable and intense at first but then for me they eventually got more subtle. But when I really look back at where I was before it, I can say the results have been constant and steady. Itāll be a field I use for the rest of my life.
blessed
Thatās the spirit bro Iām right along with you on this journey.
Iāve been listening to this for 3 days. From the first day my throat and legs started to hurt and I felt very tired.
Today I have strong cold symptoms and I tend to think itās from this.I think itās a ādetoxā and Iām happy because that proves how powerful is this field. Thank you, Sapien!!
What could I listen so that I donāt go through these symptoms every time? I already listened Internal Alchemical Crucible.
Does it work for this ācoldā, Virus disruption 2.0?
I canāt wait to see what changes will come with this!
I noticed when I looped automated grounding the symptoms lessened tremendously, it is important to ground yourself
Thank you! I will try!
My inner child that felt helpless is now standing up for himself. Itās truly when you are well nurtured during your childhood, the outcome of the future could be full of amazing things.
Why do I feel more attraction towards women now? I mean I always liked women, but ever since I have been focusing mainly on alchemical revision series my attraction for women has went up. I have no agenda, no desire to go after a girl for the sake of physical attraction, etc. I just feel connected to a girl by their aura and personality.
Also I feel disgusted with porn all of a suddenā¦ ahh as I wrote this thatās why I feel more caring about women now. Porn messed me up badly, there was a time when I discovered porn for the first time, that was my downfall and all I thought about was hot women was the existence of my life.
The sexual urge to do the deed doesnāt feel right when doing it with porn, but doing the deed must come from a place of love and respect.
Should I get this or should I get bol and use childhod revisionā¦
Will this help to heal the past of my childhood only or will it also heal my past as an adult ? I had a physically and mentally abusive first marriage ā¦ the impacts of it still haunt me. Will this field heal the traumas from abuse in adulthood ?
@SammyG @El_Capitan_Nemo
While weāre waiting for a response, I can tell you I personally experience relatively recent trauma very differently now. Itās like it fades, like if it was in living color it fades to a photograph you canāt quite make out now. And because of that itās so much easier to forgive or to at least be indifferent. But I would really go through it one more time while listening just shuffle through images of whatever you want to fade
Thanks Jen ā¦ more and more it feels that this is the field I am getting now
Itās crucial deep work. Going within across time to balance and thereby change timelines in the present.
As a child as well. All of your past
I played this just now while meditating and a buried memory just resurfaced. When I was 6 years I found a bunch of baby kittens and little old me thought it was cool to throw them away somewhere (well they were released) into the woods. It bothered me so much. Did I separate the kittens from their mother? Are they even alive today? How are they doing? God I feel like such a monster and itās so difficult to forgive myself. Knowing they were in my care and I let them down.
I paused it because it was so painful. Man, now I donāt feel strong enough to move forward, I thought I was strong but I feel there are many buried memories that I am ashamed and guilty of.
You already see the issue, shame and guilt.
Now you can approach it. Try Journey of Forgiveness.
Yup, already on it.
You were 6, thatās not an age where Iād say you were too capable of higher order thought. You probably thought you were doing a good thing as at that age, you see animals in the childrensā books mainly in the wild. At that age, too, youāre still very intuitive naturally. Is it possible you felt the desires of the kittens? Perhaps. But I think self forgiveness is definitely called for here