In my interpretation, the Black Sun also supports inner strength and gives great benefits to the user on his path, working with the inner aspects of the personality to maintain and strengthen them. I never thought it would aggravate or degrade anything, as all of Captain’s fields are as ecological as possible.
I am sorry for your loss. Please accept my condolences.
I am not very good at astrology, for example the Alchemical Astrology project was developed in consultation with people who are, although the theoretical (basic) framework was formed by me. If you look at your problems from an astrological point of view, perhaps it is better to listen to people who understand it better.