Check if it’s GMO food maybe.
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GMOs are banned in Scotland. And if there’s any in the food that’s imported it must he labelled as such. Was mortified when my 17 year old was eating imported milkduds and the label says ‘contaims genetically modified organisms’. Blechy. Fair point though, body would start regecting that pretty quick. I generally stick to oats and cheese and fruit. Honestly gone off most other foods years ago. It feels to me like an enforced fast to assist in clearing.
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I have been using this field heavily for the past 5 days. The first evening I used it was really quite something. The depths of what I experienced are not easy to formulate into words but I will share some observations.
The first is that the first evening that I used this field I went down to my garage for a cigarette after 10x listens (this is one of many habits that seem to be falling away because they don’t have the same emotional charge for doing it in the first place). I had the lights off, and was reading this forum on my phone, which gave off just enough ambient light that I saw a pattern behind in the foreground. When I was able to focus peripherally, I saw the flower of life pattern either etched into my vision (like sun spots) or else it was actually in my field (aura), or both! When I moved my eyes it seemed that it didn’t follow so I am more inclined to think I was seeing the pattern (clearly) in my aura, but it also seemed close and within me so it gave the impression it was in my eyes too. This isn’t something I have been able to replicate, or haven’t really tried maybe, but it’s interesting how it showed me that to solidify the potency of this field!
The second observation is that if I don’t actively listen to it and process the very deep energies and traumas stored as the field plays I end up overwhelmed and unable to process the anxious energy that comes to the surface and it has caused confusion and a fear to continue. If I make the effort to be with the field and listen and observe each release I am able to have the thoughts and understandings required to release without the build up. I recommend not listening passively to this field to make it efficient and to not overwhelm yourself with the garbage that is coming up for release and transmutation.
The third thing I observe, and right from the first day, is that I am very aware of my habits and automatic motions throughout the day, that no longer hold emotional charge or weight, but I am still being made aware of how I was operating. If that makes sense. It’s showing me how these things are not who I really am but programmed activities or coping actions. I am way less hungry, am drinking more water, habits that I had hold almost no charge energetically, and my ego is putting up resistance to go back to these activities (like smoking and coffee) but I find no satisfaction from taking part. I am clear and lighter in a larger way that has not been yet excercised in the outer world much, and I am curious how I will carry myself in public in the coming days. I have been quite sheltered over the holidays and return to work this week.
My ego is more stubborn than ever and there is resistance when I play this field and it’s hard to not distract myself while listening. This falls away after 3x or more listens in a row and I do feel I have to move a lot by listening a lot to this in a row right now.
This to me is “captain’s” Magnum Opus. I have been using his fields for years now and this one is a key I have needed for the last 5 years being in a Dark Night of the Soul period. This has taken me out of that for a much needed breath of air. I feel lighter, more organized, and hyper aware. Peace has returned and I am forever grateful for this gift!!
The way I found this field was by a yearning to return to more “inner fields” and healing. I used the “depths of the soul” field which caused a lot of frustration and more yearning to break open my heart space and return home. I am not there yet, but using that field guided me here in an intuitive way, and it was like hitting the jackpot! I will continue using this one daily and consciously until I am my greatest version.
The synchronicities I experience externally are all but more confirmation that this is to be my focus and return. It is alarming and beautiful. I look more harmonious and beautiful and feel exactly the same. And this is only 5 days In.
Thanks again Captain! All the very best to everyone sharing this journey!
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This is awesome. I love the similar currents running through nearly everyone’s experiences with this. I’m going to give it a few spins now to celebrate
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Hi, mark.from.midgard! Thanks for the insightful share. I am glad you are feeling more open and more attuned to home. 
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Thanks :) I been following the forum but had to sign up after using this field. Had to say something about it!
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I’m saving my pennies… but reading this is giving me major fomo!
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Not at all 
the universe works in mysterious ways; it will come to you when it is meant to. And once it does? We’ll be the ones reading your comments that time around! 
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Listening to this some of my body parts twitch or vibrate from time to time
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Been listening to this much more lately, feels like I unlocked a new pattern detection skill 
. Every now and then if I’m scrolling through my phone I get a quick flash of events that’ll likely end up happening if I keep doing it, so I put it down. This has never happened to me before
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Of you are in the uk you can spread the cost over three months if you use PayPal. That’s what I did. I just couldn’t wait any longer. 
Michty me mark, that s cool af.
An interesting and useful observation. I’ve had it on ambiantly sometimes and other times have focused. Now that you’ve said this I will have a look at the contrast between the two listening styles and see if this resonates for me.
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I agree, 101%
Well hurrah for that!!! It’s always amazing to hear something of that like, regardless of the how. 
Guarantee when you get ‘there’ there will be another ‘there’ calling your name. 
Welcome to the forum mark, pleasure to have you. 
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Thanks for having me :)
I had a return of some hypnogogic vision before bed last night while listening. Automatic imagination. This field is just opening up so many channels as the days go by.
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Well darn it if that doesn’t sound like the tail end of an acid trip. So my theory was right then, the brain has these receptors, not for outside substances to lock into the sites but for our own chemicals that we can produce in a much more sustainable and mental health friendly way. 
I’ve been really pounding the track for the past few days, but I have also been listening to others. Started feeling overwhelmed this afternoon trying to do all my usual mum jobs. I feel like I will concentrate only on BoL for a week and a day, three times morning and night, fully focused instead of ambiant and see what happens. I can get greedy when it comes to fields (or anything I enjoy actually, it’s a pattern of mine) so it cannot hurt me to have some healthy control and learn a little moderation. Quality over quantity as my granny used to say.
Jeep us posted in the journey! It’s fascinating to learn others experiences on this particularly special field
Edit: Jeep us posted? Keep us posted.
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The past few mornings before I head out, I have been activating this mandala. I feel chills down my spine.
Do you suggest activating it multiple times throughout the day?
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If you feel like, sure why not.
Don’t forget the other cards like chakra growth and aura purification etc
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I think this is clearing blockages. Sometimes I’m lying down, listening to this with eyes closed and then I get scared all of a sudden, like when someone surprises you out of nowhere (don’t feel fear)
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Thats the same thing that happend to me lol i think i talked about it in a different post
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I wonder if this field can amp up hormone production, like increase test, etc.
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It probably balances everything the way it should be, but Sapien has Morphic Fields for testosterone boosting.