https://eightify.app/summary/health-and-wellness/the-benefits-of-semen-retention-for-brain-health
Read this sir ,you have free will.
If you want to come out from that loop then increase your vibration through new things and with the help of vibration increasing Fields.
After do some healing. All things will be fine and Your mind become peaceful and gain curiosity again.
Just a recommendation through my 4 year experience
I Release about every 5 days when i feel like i will explode but i never watch porn. That for me is the healthiest way and i dont feel bad.
Porn is your Is your problem here bro. And the Feelings of shame and guilt come from the mental clearness you get after ejaculating and the depleting of the happy chemicals of your brain.
Edit: at least they donât shrink other things. 
However, they might make one less receptive to the real dealâŚ
Better without it or at the very least only watching once in a while, ideally without ejaculations - yet, we have all of these tools, all of these fields, I think we can get rid of this addiction (I have almost zero interest in porn nowadays, plus I think there are many thinks more productive or good/healthy for us).
Edit: if porn would shrink your staff, would you watch it?
I always thought that was the issue. I have been experimenting with semen retention and avoided the usage of porn and it does make a vast difference in terms of not using porn as a stimulation to release your load.
I am off from semen retention because it was a nice experience to do but I noticed the times when I did masturbated to porn it was heavy on my body vs when I just stayed away from porn and just released for the sake of releasing it felt genuinely good.
I donât base my self worth on nofap because no one should rely on external motivation or act to feel worthy but man porn really does destroy the mindâs of people.
Right now I got a buddy that falls into depression and feels like he lost all the âsuperpowersâ when he releases from the surge of sexual urges. He feels like he canât accomplish anything like talking to a woman.
This book really helped me on my addiction to PMO recovery. If you know you know. It has been the easiest method to quit for good. Itâs actually really enjoyable quitting. Will power alone does not work to quit. You must deprogram/de-brainwash first then decide to quit.
The book is called the easy peasy way
open question:
to which extent do you think that porn damages you in terms of how it is signified through you based on past experiences and the energetic/social construction of sexual energy used as a discharge on all these fetishizations and ideas of how men/women should be which is purely subjective and solipsistic.
and to which extent do you think porn damages you because their websites and videos are energetically charged with egregors. which probably has more to do with the collective unconscious and our connection to it.
This is a very interesting question.
If I understand correctly, youâre asking if porn particularly damages you based on your subjective past experience and social constructions/sexual beliefs (or archetypes) we have implanted in us during our life. I think, to a certain extent, it feeds on these preexisting things, but the main problem is itâs actually one of the main reasons a lot of young people have these fucked up sexual dynamics/fetishes in the first place. I see it more as the root of the problem, being available to everyone at such young age nowadays. (I donât know if I even understood your question correctly since this is not my first language)
Itâs definitely not the main damaging factor but yeah, it definitely contributes to that terrible feeling you have after binge watching it. I still remember the first few loops of Exorcism after starting to quit for good, lol. This is why I think itâs nice to have in every porn addiction recovery stack for a while.
This belongs here.
I remember how women would notice the lust in my eyes, when I gave up porn for months, they could see the desire burning in my eyes
(and not only there lol, anyway),
âŚ, I want that desire back, plus all the added effects, including stronger will, more ambition and stronger motivation, etc.
It is worth it.
I will give up porn for that (for good, this time).
All of you here are worthy of a happy life free from porn and itâs never too late to steer the ship in another direction. When you fail, try again. The journey is the goal is the journey. Theyâll attack you in your weakest moments, when youâre sick, down, anxious, just looking for that little familiar rush to take the edge off. You get rewarded when you donât give in, when you change your focus and let it pass. Just watch the urge fade as you stop feeding it.
Best way to kill something is to starve it, literally takes no effort to do nothing. Easiest way to accomplish this is to change your environment. Put up barriers to your addictions so you have enough speed bumps to get your sense back if the demonâs biting hard. Just like if you want to lose weight you donât put a box of donuts next to your bed or even in your house, make watching porn as difficult as possible to access and enjoy. Giving up visual media helps. Like anything, itâs a complete lifestyle change. At the core you have to change, and you have all of these tools here to do just that. Once youâve changed and healed over, youâll never go back, like ex drinkers and smokers who canât stand to be around it anymore. Works for anything: videogames, sugar, shopping, workaholism, even gym/fitness addictions/pre-occupation. Getting time away and going through the healing process to the point where youâve healed over those wounds that caused you to seek out the poison in the first place is pretty foolproof. It just takes time and abstinence, enough to starve it out and heal. How long is the greatest variable, but if you just keep going youâll get there. As long as youâre breathing, youâll have a chance to choose, and as long as youâre choosing not to feed the beast, youâre winning. Thereâs no greater feeling than that. Keep going.
An observation I´ve made last night.
I´ve revisited some of the âerotic contentâ on yt that I´ve started out with as a teen, before I got down the adult sites rabbithole.
Some of the videos triggered an immediate and intense stimulation of my brain and full energybody.
Not all, but those who did where pretty in the face with how they induce a trance.
The strength in the approach differs between them, but pretty much everywhere âsomethingâ tried to breach my firewall while in that state.
In the past I´d have just interpreted this as âShe is just so sexy, I´m helpless, I just have to masturbate to itâ etc⌠Trigger â reaction⌠Not even spend a second thought.
After adding shielding fields and soul restoration, that changed to âIt feels dirty, something is trying to invadeâ etc.
But actually starting to feel the differences of the energys and how they interact with my system, using discernment and keeping control even when getting aroused from it, adds a completely different level to it.
They way how some of them triggered me from the very first second, I was reminded of fksubs.
Few things are that strong and forceful.
But it makes sense. We have people like dream, they have those that specialize in their âbusinessââŚ
The problem is not Porn.
Zoom out and look at the entities the videos connect to. Most of their scenes are programmed to feed on the energy you emit upon release. Creating energetic vortices is a piece of cake for any midlevel to advanced magus.
With shielding they should be easy to see. If your faculties are not developed yet, just ask your primordial patron self to explain to you what it sees in the scene. Youâll see a representation of it. Youâll also see the process⌠and youâll feel sad and disheartened for these girls that got stuck in this paradigm. Your ability to find them âsexyâ completely fades away and youâll experience more of a fatherly compassion for them and send them wishes of freedom.
The âsexyâ cloak is an illusion - youâll see how average most of them look with true sight. Their Muladhara looks completely distorted and drained also, and for most of them, energy doesnât go beyond their Manipura.
itâs crazy, if you check many of these girls left hemisphere semblance of their faces (emotional), you can see many of them in the edge of crying.
Idea: we try to direct entity removal/clearing types of fields at those websites, (their names, urls, servers)with the intention of unhooking as many clueless people as possible
How I see it, you can manifest your own bubble, but have very limited influence - if any at all - in regards to others personal reality.
It took me years to get over this addiction, and during it Iâve suffered a lot. But if I look back, It took exactly as long as I needed.
Others trying to âfreeâ me, wouldnât have been right. Even if it would have worked for this situation, Iâd not have learned the mechanisms and pattern behind it, hence not truly integrating the lessons.
Also think about how deeply traumatized the people are that watch this content. Imagine youâd suddenly force them to wake up from up to decades of dopamine induced trance, to the horror they call their life.
Thatâs why evolution happens so gradually for many. The world would be in absolute chaos if we tried to force people to level up.
I see you point, but sometimes entities manipulate those people to not see those patterns, to see this as normal, healthy etc. To not want to learn and evolve
To get over any addiction you have to realize you have a problem, many may not realize this because of entites.
Also, someone who watches this type of content only agrees to watch it, not to be influenced, manipulated and parasited on by those beings, it is also violation of free will. Those people dont know they are being victims there, they just think its âsexyâ
If you knew someone is taking adventage of sombody else, would it be right to intervene or not?
You could also make an argument for not helping someone who is getting robbed, because this person will evolve from this and learn to not walk alone at nights or to always have pepper gas with them.
Thats my idea, to remove those parasitic manipulative beings from those sites (and possibly destroy them) so people could make a choice without being influenced against their will
People also overlook all of the âI Agreeâ buttons you have to click to watch or do almost anything these days. There is definitely manipulation that goes with that, intentional or not. The parasites use any little opening, any little trick they can to get in and feed on you. Since you âagreed,â and almost certainly didnât read through the terms and notices (many of them implied through chaining together different precedents and understandings you might not even have the chance to ever know), youâve given consent using your free will. People have no idea the kinds of contracts theyâre really under.
