Bro thats me right now, its like im 2 completly different people. on a long streak im confident, bold and motivated to do anything (Except for talking to really attractive girls to be fair) but then when i fap im brain dead, shy and literally sub human
Im working on self love tho and releasing the guilt and shame assocaited with it and im seeing some improvements but the decrease in cognitive powers show heavily
God help us all
Part of it has to do with giving away your sexual energy, itās not the end of the world. As long you donāt associate relapse with shame and guilt you should be good to go.
It is a shit show, once you given your energy to porn, you are dealt with cord attachments plus entities that suck on your energy.
Brain is acting like a zombie, receiving no motivation to progress, you are just at a stale moment, where nothing matters that much. Emotions are hard to express and feel because you are clouded by a desensitized brain along with harmful attachments.
That moment you watch porn, you are addicted again and canāt keep porn off your mind. Laying down on bed? Porn. Washing dishes? Porn. Sleeping? Porn. Working? Porn. Thatās all you can think about.
Now with the AI enhancements and role play, it has taken even more realistic measures for people to give in and chase those cheap dopamine hits. This generation is massively going to go through a zombie state mode.
Thatās a serious problem
I am dead serious fam. I wish I was joking about this.
Imagine you could reframe that.
Porn? Yeah those dishes looking so washable.
After 1000 hours of looping proactive brain intead of prolactin brain.
ive now come to the realisation thats all in my head, i can still be confident and social even if i watch porn. its all about self love bruh
just relapsed but im gonna be kind to myself, if ive managed to beat drugs i can beat this but this is wayy more addictiving than drugs i canāt lie, even worse its available 24 7 and its all around us
This makes me wonder tho, is semen retention just all in my head and not acutally real? I feel like its just another belief system because I can still be attractive, confident, have loads of energy (thanks to Dream lol) even if release??
Nah man of course Porn is fucked for you but i feel like SR is bull shit
Why do you relapse?
Just a lot of sexual energy?
It might not even be psychological but physiological. At least in my case, I have tremendous amount of sexual energy every day. Iām not addicted to porn, I need to release the energy
It might be your case too. If I had someone to do it with I wouldnāt be interested in porn
Yep thats exactly it, boredom and too much energy hahaha
i listen to testosterone, i dont have a partner atm and my stack is full of energy expansion audios
plus im 19 lol
Itās certainly better than spilling your sexual energy constantly lol. Unless you donāt like being healthy and having vital energies, may as well spill your essence rather.
Itās just me, but I rather not constantly repair myself when I could just retain and utilize the energy.
I can still be healthy and have vital energies when releasing tho (without excessive P)
Then that might just be it. In a sense it is an addiction but itās not the porn itself. You should find another way to release your urges. I donāt use porn all the time, sometimes I read erotica lol
Im 20 and listen to testosterone from time to time
It gets crazy lol
Idk sr might work for some people but it just makes me desperate AF and just really uptight even after taking cold showers, meditation, excecise the lot
i think this will be a practice for when Im older lol
Yes you can still masturbate if you want, and get the benefits from fields but I do recommend if you would like to level up on certain areas, to retain your vital energy.
Maybe release per week if you can. I definitely do notice when I release, the decrease in motivation and drive is crazy, even along with jing and chi fields. It may just be me.
As long you avoid P, you are good.
I donāt mean this as an attack or anything. Iām just honestly curious, how?
Im the opposite way, lol. Seeing a beautiful naked women just makes me excited and makes me wanna be the best version of myself to be with the best woman out there
I donāt know. I just love women, intimacy, and sexuality.
Biologically speaking, there is no one fit size for all. Males that do release, especially swimming in higher dopamine have their prolactin levels increased which tend to lead to mood changes and affect bone health.
It would be a major difference between a person that releases 3-5x a day versus a person that releases 1-2x a day or week. Personally for me, I got better things to do than masturbate, I see no reason to unless I fall down under boredom or a stressed day and having sexy time with my girl.
We all have different level of energy capacity.
breaking the x3 tab habit by PU is so effective aswell
Have you tried his addiction field? I use it when I get withdrawls and urges its really effective. Iām also social media detoxing the withdrawls are intense but thanks to this field Iām able to keep going on my own. It give you the āreliefā.