Thatās very cool.
I have a lot of notes, I will give it a shot
Thanks @Dyslexic_Professor
I found out what caused the mood swings since the beginning, was not the fruit.
My apology to the NFT and the community too
Silly thing really
Philip is Dr_Manhattan
It doesnāt feel very human.
My consciousness has transformed again and my mind has expanded by the hours. First the changes are weird, then you canāt remember how life was before these changes.
I would have liked to talk to the old me.
Who was I ?
I would have liked to know him better.
I know he didnāt like having too much intimacy, he would have been embarrassed that he didnāt know himself and would worry about me finding the deep hollow space inside him.
But I would have asked him some questions, who he is, how does he feel, what are his hopes and fears, why he thinks and believes things the way he does. Have a conversation.
He would probably be annoyed and disliked me, definitely would have called me a nerd haha
Well, that ship is sailed.
I used 3% of the Fruit now, itās going to become increasingly chimeric.
Your comment reminds me of a discussion Between OM and Dream on a thread.
Where he says his memory is different because he a new person.
If i find it i would link it here. But I read it a while ago so take it with a grain of large salt
Their talking about Dream BTW
somone just msg me
Cool, thank you Sir
In time, you can kind-of talk to the āold youā. You still have a record of old posts spread across the forum. I havenāt made a specific effort to read things in energy, but I do pick up things every once in a while.
A number of past posts were expressed more strongly from the head and your intent had a more forceful link with different subjects you had engaged with. Now it does seem like your head space has opened up a bit and instead of having a lot of force expressed at a focal point, your awareness is a bit wider and youāre picking up different things across a broader range.
There are probably other changes, but I am able to recognize that one because Iāve experienced it in the past too.
But anyways, with the forum post, you have a time-stamped collection of how your mind was working at different points in the past.
Nice insight, Noesis
I have been keeping a detailed journal for almost 2 weeks with over 100 pages. This time stamp is sage.
But my past forum post wonāt be profound or intimate, I just like to run my mouth
So, I reached my peak learning speed, it would have taken me many lifetimes to learn all this. I will probably learn a little faster as the results keep compounding.
But the limits of human consciousness and life experiences are becoming clear to me. It is also becoming clear that this is a temporary configuration in a long development process.
It will take some time to implement the new strategies, but the rate of growth should increase many folds before Christmas I think and hope.
Could you say more about this?
Personally, not from experience but from research. I think there are no limits to how conscious a human can become. And If there is, then itās āsourceā or God consciousness, becoming conscious of how one created the WHOLE universe, even non-duality itself.
I must have misspoken
Iām not talking about that. My bad
I was going to talk about the human animal or all the scientific stuff I learned.
But I have this new things going on, there are the intense or lucid dreams, there is awake ārealā life and now it feels like sometimes I briefly wake up from āreal lifeā. In a place that is not human, not 3D, beyond the human life cosplaying.
Iām sure quite a few people here have felt this. Iām not sure what Iām seeing but just being in this place beyond 3d human life, it explains a lot. You donāt need an explanation, just being there is the explanation. Itās happening more and more.
Lots of freaky things.
Iām just watching my mind and feelings, the human side of me, watching my thoughts like a third party. Feels like Iām cosplaying as a human, living in this bubble of reality and Iām just going to wake up anytime soon.
Bring the straight jacket
More or less 5% reached
I havenāt seen it yet, is it good ?
I have seen only one scene with a timesquare timel apse
It might not be a master piece, but I really like it, itās entertaining and interesting
A little similar to Limitless.
Never watched Litmitless but watched lucy when i was young.
lol
Might give it a watch today actually.