@King_A testimonial #3 
You all thought I disappeared huh ?
Well I’m back and oh do I have a story for you ! 
I used to hate my higher self right about the time I found out what it was, all the “unnecessary” suffering, trails and tribulations and all of that good stuff, but oh did I know nothing then…
Many are aware of what shadow work is, well sometimes we are aware of things and we just don’t do them…. LOL ! 
My higher self sent me a message:
“Work with the divine blessings of farvahar”
(Quick note: before you carry on reading I would like to give lots of gratitude to my friend @shadowhunter176 for helping me all through this journey, and because of him I have been able to have exponential growth in such a short amount of time !
@shadowhunter176 one love to you bro I really appreciate it 
)
Farvahar has a very useful guidance ability that helps you a lot in realising what you need to do next ! 
I was swimming 
and suddenly I just felt the urge to sit down and connect with my bro farvahar and so I did and that EUPHORIC tingling sensation began, 
the energy resonance, the beautiful feeling took over my whole body and I felt like I was taken into another dimension…yet I was still aware of this one.
Meanwhile the people in the pool were screaming and shouting and having fun and I was zen receiving messages 
I was given very important conceptual messages of the things I need to improve upon and heal and so I received the messages and went with it ! 
My higher self told me to work with the black panther NFT solely and so I did and wow… I’m going to leave that review on the black panther thread later on so you can realise the amazing things I uncovered
(Reserved for black panther totem NFT review,
Review TBA 
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Suddenly after awakening and bringing to the surface the “dark masculine” lots of negative symptoms took place in my normal day to day life:
ANGER 
RESENTMENT 
HATE 
My dark side I had been suppressing for all these years finally came to the surface and at that moment I realised how much healing I truly needed,
It was to the point that I was genuinely worried about the things that were within this darkness…
Interestingly enough guess what happened ?
My 2nd chakra started pulsating, feelings of uneasiness and anxiety took over me to the point I couldn’t even have a normal conversation, it was so weird but I PULLED THROUGH !
And funnily enough who do you think told me to work with them ? You guessed it the one and only…
Plays John Wick theme tune…
Bro I’m playing my higher self swooped in and I went with it. 
There was a huge problem, I was having huge headaches and I was having lots of problems in connecting to my higher self… I couldn’t FEEL,
The energy 
so I asked: “higher self please with your divine grace remove any and all limitations to our connection” 
The pulsating before was translated into a new but ticklish pulsation and a wave of energy burst through into my body like a damn I felt like a super hero being awakened ! 
I instantly connected with him and it went like this:
Me-“Hello higher self”
HS-“Hello king welcome back”
HS-“You know why your here right ?”
Me-“Yes”
HS-“Let’s get to it”
It all started with healing and clearing my 
chakra…all the repressed emotions and traumas burst out with a wave of energy
I dealt with it all and healed all the pain 
But what’s funny is I felt this chakra was upgraded, like max levelled 
Uncontrollable laugher flew out and I couldn’t control it, I love this feeling ! When you healing something and the laughter comes from nowhere 
Then we moved on to the main event
ding ding ding fight !
For those who understand shadow work, they know you don’t fight with your shadow…
You give it love, shine light on it and integrate it to be one with you, 
Although it may be a fragment of all your darkness, it IS YOU and always has been, 
All the trauma, envy, hate, deep and darkest desires anything you can imagine. But the dark masculine is not EVIL it needs to be loved, cherished and accepted. 
Please watch the following clip to understand what this process looked like:
I entered the meeting ground, I saw him,
Around him was a dark 
aura around me was a light 
aura, he was me, but my exact opposite,
Yin and Yang, 
Ahura Mazda and Ahriman,
I saw things within him that I cannot begin to describe…things that would make the normal person go crazy, 
But I observed, from neutral ground with no judgement, I let all the energy fill me, all the darkness🌑…he wanted to fight but I hugged him I looked deep within him and told my dark masculine:
“We are one you and me… I love you and accept all that is you, you are me and I am you,
Nothing will stop me from accepting you !!”
Slowly the dark aura 
started to disappear, but in turn all of it was getting integrated to be but I stayed strong !
I was shivering and shaking on my bed, nearly losing connections a few times, tears flowing out my eyes,
I kept on going I didn’t stop nothing could stop US ! 
I dropped deeper into the darkness energy tingling around my body like I was a power source. 
And then I felt him becoming one with me, there was no more fragment just one pure consciousness full of love. 
BOOM ! In comes a new wave of energy, a new energy, I felt like I was levitating, I was upgraded and made into a new me… 
I walked out of the meeting site and my higher self hugged me and said: 
“It’s done… I love you”
This was not a random human I love you, the words carried weight and I was taken to a whole new level.
My higher self said: “well done, for your efforts I have implanted within you a new secret hidden ability, you will find out soon what it is” 
I woke up from my meditation and since then I love everyone and everything about this world,
My enemies, the people I resent, people I’ve had problems with… no negative emotional reaction,
Just literally…
ONE LOVE 
As always this was just the beginning… 
