I was looping this since morning in combination with destiny’s spear, gamayun’s voice, grace of the angels and saints, eventually i gradually removed all others and kept on with the universal hum.
It’s… Ethereal.
It feels as if I’m being grounded ethereally. It clears away problems. No, more like it gives me the room not to focus on problems coz i can see from the universe perspective from here.
I’d say this is highly underrated, it could be aptly named legendary grounding or sth, truly amazing.
So hopeful… It’s like you’re being carried but you’re also the one carrying.
Time for some confession. I wasn’t going to share because it’s absolutely not recommended for - safe to say - the majority of people (including me). It was what… I don’t remember exactly when I did this (haha… not a surprise, after all) but I looped this one with the Torsion Field. It was during one of my attacks of megalomania (sOMeone I particularly love here - no, not groupie love lol - would call it a 3-year-old-tantrum as well). Basically, the thinking line was: “Gnnarrff… I won’t wait to get back to the Source step by step. I’m done being fooled, that’s enough They keep saying that I’m ‘much more than that’ and I still have to cope with my supposed limits? I won’t!”
There’s a song by Tom Waits <3 called The Piano Has Been Drinking. That’s exactly how I was after the experience. Exactly that tone. No way to sit up straight, walk straight, think straight. I grabbed some grounding fields, thanked the Fae and ESS servitors for being already here, ate some bread, and took a cold shower. Laughing at my own frenziness. My stomach feeling like a washing machine. Could have been way worse…
I think I sort of passed out at some point while doing this nonsense. I had started in a half-lotus pose but found myself like the Tower of Pisa shortly after… or longly? Impossible to tell lol. I didn’t calculate the exact amount of time because that wouldn’t have made any accurate sense anyway.
The greatness of the immensity (?!) is such that I wasn’t even impressed or frightened or anything like that. I was just partly annihilated. Or cancelled. Still seeing but as if I had zillion eyes spread across the Universe. It was a glimpse, just a glimpse of how being both here and there x360 at the same time would feel like. Shattered (as in broken down into innumerable pieces) while also expanded as a whole. But quite lost though.
One positive outcome from this nutty experiment was the perception of countless possibilities. Not just on the paper nor “intellectually”. No more intellect is allowed in such a state anyway. So whenever thinking back of it, it’s one of the things + “field-adventures” that make me spend less time to minimize some problems and issues that I or others around me may have. It’s not just mere optimism or resilience. More like the beginning of being finally confronted with the way “everything” seems to function.
Ahahaha you guys made me laugh (the last 3 posts/different reactions)
I’m ok with all the gifs, Dearest. Except that one. That one is mine or even me, remember? (lol) That’s what we had agreed about in a deleted thread: I’m Vito, you are Fabrizio
Either way: message and lesson received 5/5 (insert embarrassed face)
Thank you for the entertaining review (and warnings) @Bronyraur!
Part of me would be tempted by the adventure… I’m already in a state at the moment so what the heck… but the scared/reasonable part of me is giving me the “dont you dare” fisheye, so I probably won’t…
Still, your experience is telling me that I should spend wayyyyy more time with this field than I have been so thank you for the reminder!
They forgot to credit me but it was me who actually wrote the autobiographic lyrics of this one…
And thank you too @phlf003 I firmly believe that you’ll opt for the following option:
… I see such an aura of wisdom surrounding you ;)) No, seriously. Unlike me, you seem to weigh the consequences before acting. However:
When used “properly” (that is, the opposite of what I did), this field is really like some fresh air on a more broader scale. “Mesmerizing”. Allowing to see things from different angles :)
Not sure about being wise…more likely the perks of being a Virgo…everything has to pass several sub-committees before making it to the actual committees and while everyone is merrily debating, my ego makes sure to sprinkle enough fear to keep me from trying anything too wild!
Getting better at shushing ego, committees and sub-committees but still a long way to go (with my buddy ego dissolution to help me along).
Still the “torsion” + “hum of the universe” combo is tempting, (as is your experiment) so I’ll listen to it a couple of times and then see what happens.
Ohh i did play Torsion first but only 1 then looped HotU
I guess to me is the opposite i have to keep grounding myself… (the statement in itself is ironic) what i mean is that im more times than not spacey lol up there one way or another so its normal feeling.
I remember when i looped ojas the whole night, i had never felt more grounded when I woke up which is the opposite of what others felt.
I was made backwards i guess or from outside to the inside haha