I see… That may be more bearable. In my case the loop was going like Torsion - HotU - Torsion - HotU and so on…
I also remember one of your posts in which you were saying that you are “too” grounded most of the time. You may have a different way of functioning indeed Like:
Yes, definitely not a normie then :)) but we love you like that There are often “unconventional” experiences in your posts. I mean we surely all perceive things differently but yours have some… extra ;)
Ooops… However I must say that this one is indeed strangely grounding and recentering for me as well. The only reason why I don’t abuse it are the warnings in its thread :))) (I’m nor always a rebel lol).
I don’t know if I am but one sure thing is that I make myself laugh sometimes with my own adventures lol