I can look at women without having insane sexual thoughts all the time
And the best of all, no more porn addiction.
Had this on 24 hours for several days and I am happily sober in the fastest way possible. Will have this playing 24 hours for the next 3 months just to be safe.
Been battling with this addiction for 12+ years! So proud this will no longer plague me. Yesterday was kinda my worst day so you would imagine I would go back to using the same addictive tools to keep me sane but not a single thought or urge to use them.
My last review since this it has satisfied my expectations.
For technology use in general, not yet. I have been very sedentary. Other than short study sessions, i have been quite unproductive, spending most of the time on technology in some way, or on a walk. I am uninterested by that useless brain rot āreelā structured social media. I do still spend far too much time watching stand up videos while playing a game on my phone, though.
Some of my bad habits remain, though comparatively weaker. I have been lacking willpower against weed use. it is still difficult to resist against, even with regular looping of this field. Its probably because i donāt have much else to channel motivation into. But i can find things, in time.
One point regarding the potential feeling of emptiness after enough use of this field; the circuitry outlined in the description have a genuine energetic tax on the body. Once we dismantle these limiting circuitries, an excess energy will be left, and should naturally channel into more healthy and beneficial adaptations. The circuitry may have served an important role in characterizing your ego, and so itās absence is felt and may be confusing, like a piece of you has been removed. its a sign the ego has been underdeveloped and rigid, but is now moving towards a more flexible and resilient state. An ego of titanium is greater than one of crystal, the latter shatters under enough pressure
Also, i feel more desire to work with social bonder, stress and anxiety and to push against my fearful boundaries. Pornography feels absurd, like it feels kind of silly, but not fully āoptionalā. At some level it is up to me to choose not to do things, though. Sometimes it is hard to admit when we enjoy a thing that does harm to us.
quick recommendation to use alongside this field; āinner critic to self supporterā field. Also i use malleable ego too, to āeditā my ego, all with good intentions, to transcend my unconscious bindings. I believe my future is in my hands. it is exciting and relieving.
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Addiction: it is important to remember addiction is not just circuitry, it is also genetic. if you are genetically predisposed from parents and grandparents, this will only serve to reset you back to before you started the addiction. Youāll still have addictive tendencies if the genetics make it so. Thus, my testimonial cannot speak for anyone else since my genetics are probably stuffed up by my dad, who was an addict for most of his life. (advantageous brain plan contains a lot of the genes related to addiction, so Iāll be getting that during the sale most likely)
Perversions: my perversions have lessened. I wont go into detail, but my outlook is much healthier. Think of it this way, iām transitioning from lowly gooner to james bond
OCD: i looked up some key common OCD-like symptoms
intrusive thoughts: not much of a problem already.
perfectionism/over checking: the OCD kind of perfectionism/over checking is distinct from others. Perfectionism can be a much more complex, so keep in mind this wonāt fix that necessarily. For example, perfectionism is a distinct trait of the entire left hemisphere. overall this wasnāt much of a problem for me
PTSD: not sure how this affects the average non-PTSD individual. I can say that i have gone through a lot of emotional turmoil so far in my life and neither of my parents have taught me the healthy coping mechanisms. There are a lot of locations and moments in time that trigger very uncomfortable memories for me, which i think have reduced. It feels as though i am transitioning to a new phase in my life. (keep in mind i have just left school, so it is that also) This will likely work a lot faster alongside shadow work practices
Phobias: Iāve been most excited for this one. When approaching these fearful things, it is not like i am unafraid of them but i can push beyond that usual blockade of fear. I am still afraid of a lot of things. I am terrified of jumping out of a plane for example, even though i know i would be safe. So it seems the fear reduction is incremental and likely requires experience to trigger the de-wiring.
Keep in mind i do not use a gumroad booster and i play this for about 1h 30 minutes during the night
i had this playing nonstop for my daughter and me, when we found ourself stuck in a very shocking situation. we had to deal with trauma afterwards, of course. but it felt like a first aid kit.
This field is literally life-changing! I just really started to work with it because my nervous system was too messed up on and off for a while to do so.
Then I looped it last night and woke up feeling psychologically re-born. So unbelievably grateful I got this one in time.
hey gnosticmedia, a while ago i read you had a problem with a substance dependence (suboxone or something?) Have you made progress on that front, if you dont mind me asking?
