2nd day of playing. Still reaching for the phone but less so. My reading and writing are confined to my computer, except for texting. This has had a positive effect on my neck and back, which wasn’t a goal, but it’s a good reminder that addictions have knock-on effects. Related, my eyes are less dry.
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Sexual perversion gone.
Fetish porn induced behavior and thoughts gone.
Healthy thoughts
More traumas are disappearing.
Cords have been severed.
I can look at women without having insane sexual thoughts all the time
And the best of all, no more porn addiction.
Had this on 24 hours for several days and I am happily sober in the fastest way possible. Will have this playing 24 hours for the next 3 months just to be safe.
Been battling with this addiction for 12+ years! So proud this will no longer plague me. Yesterday was kinda my worst day so you would imagine I would go back to using the same addictive tools to keep me sane but not a single thought or urge to use them.
My last review since this it has satisfied my expectations.
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Just bought this, and all I can say is wow !!!
The music is amazing. I immediately feel this in my head. Super Strong.
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Bro I’m so glad you posted this,I had addiction too but only the mo part not the P, this is my next priority field VERY serious about this.
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Anyone destroyed their internet addiction with this?
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@Gnosticmedic27 , how is it going with you, man?
You’ve got my best wishes in any case!
and of course, I’m curious about everyone else’s journeys too. : )
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For technology use in general, not yet. I have been very sedentary. Other than short study sessions, i have been quite unproductive, spending most of the time on technology in some way, or on a walk. I am uninterested by that useless brain rot ‘reel’ structured social media. I do still spend far too much time watching stand up videos while playing a game on my phone, though.
Some of my bad habits remain, though comparatively weaker. I have been lacking willpower against weed use. it is still difficult to resist against, even with regular looping of this field. Its probably because i don’t have much else to channel motivation into. But i can find things, in time.
One point regarding the potential feeling of emptiness after enough use of this field; the circuitry outlined in the description have a genuine energetic tax on the body. Once we dismantle these limiting circuitries, an excess energy will be left, and should naturally channel into more healthy and beneficial adaptations. The circuitry may have served an important role in characterizing your ego, and so it’s absence is felt and may be confusing, like a piece of you has been removed. its a sign the ego has been underdeveloped and rigid, but is now moving towards a more flexible and resilient state. An ego of titanium is greater than one of crystal, the latter shatters under enough pressure
Also, i feel more desire to work with social bonder, stress and anxiety and to push against my fearful boundaries. Pornography feels absurd, like it feels kind of silly, but not fully ‘optional’. At some level it is up to me to choose not to do things, though. Sometimes it is hard to admit when we enjoy a thing that does harm to us.
quick recommendation to use alongside this field; ‘inner critic to self supporter’ field. Also i use malleable ego too, to ‘edit’ my ego, all with good intentions, to transcend my unconscious bindings. I believe my future is in my hands. it is exciting and relieving.
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