i feel like this has helped me trust my feelings and in doing so increased my understanding of my friends.
i would feel discomfort and i knew someone was going to let me know that they weren’t doing well.
examples:
- i felt anxious before work and i had this feeling that my coworker was having similar symptoms. after an hour i get a message from them that they can’t come to work which allowed me the day off to enjoy how i pleased.
- i had plans with a group of friends, but i had a feeling of dread and a headache and knew that it was going to get cancelled by another friend. later in the day they messaged the group requesting a reschedule as there were circumstances out of their control.
the unpleasant feelings go away right after the other party reaches out like they re-owned the energy that i was holding for them.
there’s a pattern of discomfort within me that’s tied to feeling disempowered in a social setting. when i acknowledge my emotions, the people around me take action before i need to and i regain my sense of control on my schedule.
i realized that i was taught in early childhood that lying was acceptable and now i can’t tolerate it. my mom and i had an interaction with a liar today during a business transaction. we recognized their ill intentions and started to ignore them until they left. we were grateful to finish our business with another associate that treated us like family.
many past traumas resolved today just be being in the present moment.
i saw in real time how my actions inspired those around me to change behaviours they said they’ve always wanted to change but never could in the past.
overall i’m really happy with this morphic field as it helps me improve my social skills and perception!