Im gonna keep it real and simple.
Bad things
It’s probably because results are coming too fast but literally, every other day I feel cornered; life keeps taking or throwing things from/at me and it hurts, I am being forced to let go of things that hurt so so much to let go of. Which it’s precisely things that get in the way of getting my desired results. And I’ve struggled dealing with it, it’s like my whole personality is disintegrating in front my eyes.
I dont want to seem too negative but when these days come, I feel like I want to die, like nothing is worth living for, why am i even trying? the loneliness can’t be explained with words, a feeling I wouldn’t recommend people feeling…
My motivation is gone, I feel utterly useless and incompetent. I don’t even turn into distractions to escape the pain, I just lay on my bed and feel depressed. Which is something I literally never did, I would either eat or watch TV.
Good things
After those days where I feel bad, I go to bed, wake up and feel like a new person, positive, cheerful, and ready.
Where do I even begin…
-The job I started has like 70%-80% of the affirmations I wrote, amazing. “Alright” pay, good benefits, good hours, fun co-workers, good bosses, and good looking girls lol.
-For the first time in my life I made up my mind and I will be going to college-university and I know exactly what I want to do.
-Instant and consistent results from audios, they have been working better than ever
-I intuitively know what to listen to, any time.
-A lot more extroverted
-Talking with girls and getting numbers has never been easier.
-When I look in the mirror I go: “damn I’m handsome” Every. Single. Time. (Which used to only happen like once a week, or never lol) I am just that good looking now.
-I take more care my physical appearance
-More organized
-More Sexually Active
-Taking better care of my penis, dont feel like masturbating or watching porn. Sex is A LOT better.
-Found the best Haircut I’ve ever had AND know exactly how to do my hair (which is amazing. This curly hair gave me problems all my life but not anymore)
-More photogenic
-I’ve been dressing really good. (Before I used to put on whatever lol)
-More motivation (on good days)
Will make more subs and update.