It’s probably because results are coming too fast but literally, every other day I feel cornered; life keeps taking or throwing things from/at me and it hurts, I am being forced to let go of things that hurt so so much to let go of. Which it’s precisely things that get in the way of getting my desired results. And I’ve struggled dealing with it, it’s like my whole personality is disintegrating in front my eyes.
I dont want to seem too negative but when these days come, I feel like I want to die, like nothing is worth living for, why am i even trying? the loneliness can’t be explained with words, a feeling I wouldn’t recommend people feeling…
My motivation is gone, I feel utterly useless and incompetent. I don’t even turn into distractions to escape the pain, I just lay on my bed and feel depressed. Which is something I literally never did, I would either eat or watch TV.
Good things
After those days where I feel bad, I go to bed, wake up and feel like a new person, positive, cheerful, and ready.
Where do I even begin…
-The job I started has like 70%-80% of the affirmations I wrote, amazing. “Alright” pay, good benefits, good hours, fun co-workers, good bosses, and good looking girls lol.
-For the first time in my life I made up my mind and I will be going to college-university and I know exactly what I want to do.
-Instant and consistent results from audios, they have been working better than ever
-I intuitively know what to listen to, any time.
-A lot more extroverted
-Talking with girls and getting numbers has never been easier.
-When I look in the mirror I go: “damn I’m handsome” Every. Single. Time. (Which used to only happen like once a week, or never lol) I am just that good looking now.
-I take more care my physical appearance
-More organized
-More Sexually Active
-Taking better care of my penis, dont feel like masturbating or watching porn. Sex is A LOT better.
-Found the best Haircut I’ve ever had AND know exactly how to do my hair (which is amazing. This curly hair gave me problems all my life but not anymore)
-More photogenic
-I’ve been dressing really good. (Before I used to put on whatever lol)
-More motivation (on good days)
Thank you so so much for writing this. I think you’re going through purging phase but have results at the same time? I hope it make sense lol. Wish you goodluck and I hope you figure things out.
Yes I think so too. I did not want to be too negative but I wanted to be honest.
Also… People should know that this is my experience, it can be different for someone else.
But these results… they may seem short but my life has literally changed for the better. The solidifier hasn’t failed me. I can literally write my life any way I want it to be in these subliminals affirmations and exert some effort from my part (Which I love doing anyways)
People treat me differently. I treat myself differently, I am happier everyday.
I came up with a huge stack to help subliminal results(or anything really) be faster and smoother.
I will post it later though, if anyones even interested.
Ok. So loosing the weight thing has not been working out with me here so well with this.
I gained a whooping 10 pounds in 3 weeks (nothing in my diet, or life changed other than having a sudden and increasingly high PTH level)
Should I just say “reduce the PTH level” as the goal instead? or does anyone else have any other “goal” suggestions that would hopefully help me… drop all this?
(and yes I’ve already listened to every single weight / health field we have, no benefit)
Hi Violet, I’m kinda following your posts where I see them in regards to weight loss.
Here’s a what worked for me really well:
Colon clearing (the good ol’ physical way) + Intermittent Fasting + Green Tea (instead of coffee) unsweetened or with xylitol as sweetener (tastes like sugar) + Berberine (you’ll have to research/experiment, start slow) + not eating s**t ingredients (sugars, oils, etc.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_Su41RIJ78
Perhaps also lymph and circulatory system clearing, drinking lots of water…
Since we’re here, can someone please tell me if it is possible that listening to fields would make you gain weight?
Unfortunately I did not get accepted into my nursing program at school, I had this goal set for months. Today was just an awful day. I’m close to giving up on everything, idek what to do anymore
I don’t know what to tell my mom or dad, they are gonna be so disappointed. I’m tired of being a failure my whole life, it’s putting a large effect on me physically and mentally. Im really a failure, not really respected at all by others and it really sucks. Im sorry if I brought your vibe down but this is like my only family where I can share
I’m sorry to hear that bro… But you’re not a failure, you just only fail to realize that your set backs are actually preparing you for a much greater come up that you can possibly imagine… and in the end, it will all be so worth it.
How long will it take to reapply to the nursing program?
I also don’t believe every one doesn’t respect you because I respect you and a whole lot at that. Is this really something you truly want or you only want to do this to feel accepted/respected from those around you? If it’s the latter, then maybe you should take some time to truly reevaluate things a little…
I do think everything happens for a reason, try asking our higherself for help understanding… I believe this all may be a blessing in disguise, it just will remain disguised for now until life unmasks it.
I’m a clown man, today was the worst day of my life, no one takes me seriously. Immature personality, just for me to become a failure, it really hurts. I’m done man
No man that’s not true bro, i take you seriously and I always have since I’ve known of you on the forums. Believe in me bro, you’re going to be alright and things will get better.
Use this as an opportunity… All that you feel? Feel it. It’s fuel. It’s fire. And it’s burning… Your engine? It’s roaring. You have power, unlimited power. it’s up to you to reach out and grab it. It’s in you! And it’s up to you!
You have what it takes to make a change! And you don’t gotta prove it to no one but yourself man! Maybe your parents and friends will be upset you didn’t make it, so what? Who cares man, shrug it off because now it’s your time! It’s your time to make a change! I believe in you bro, with all my heart i do, don’t beat yourself up, rise from the ashes and claim what’s yours! The power, the love, the world, it’s yours!