Love the music. Love the vocals. Is that SammyG on video? (Mostly kidding). But wait, is it?
Listened twice. Felt subtly good, couldn’t tell what I was noticing so kept it on loop.
Then went to perform a menial task and accidentally performed it with Wu-wei. Anyone read “Trying not to try”? Performed with maximum speed, grace and efficiency without even thinking about it.
Did a few menial things, no effort was involved. There’s normally effort. You probably don’t notice the sense of effort because it’s always there.
4 listens. I don’t even feel like I’m making decisions anymore. I just sense when It’s time to do something and realize almost at the same time that I’m already doing it. I sensed a little bit of this kind of thing with Hakuin’s Pill but this is much more of that effect.
6 listens. Experiencing existential confidence. Beginning to sense optimism. The two are beginning to line up. A good future is possible, even likely, because I will remain true to myself, and being my true self. I will end up in the life congruent with this state, my own true state of being. Feeling some Flower of Life speaking here, maybe that field prepared me for this one.
8 listens. More perceptual shifts taking place. More personal ones now that I won’t share.
More clarity about the past. Can see the decisions that would have been right for me, would have matched me, but I wasn’t aware enough of who I was at the time to choose them.
9 listens. Staring at this picture and imagining this is what @_OM looks like. And this is exactly what the inside of his house looks like.
Little ley lines and nodes flying all through the air everywhere.
10 listens. Feeling a lot more like myself. That’s hard to put words to. Mostly a good thing. A small bit of sadness to it as you could see from some of what I’ve said above. More joy than sorrow though. Bittersweet but more sweet than bitter.
I know I have to be more true to myself from now on. And more aware of who I really am. Damn all the distractions, all the little tides that pull us away from knowing ourselves. It’s easy to do in a world perhaps full of people so hungry for attention because they also don’t know themselves. But give too much of our attention away and we won’t know ourselves either.
12 listens. Feeling kind of like a new person. Feel like I’m coming up out of the waves you hear in the track’s background. New, but really just getting back to the real me.
I remember the mossad operatives telling me a few things like this,
Last i heard something they found in the desert there (i wasnt even aware there were deserts there)
must of been a crash.
Thank you. I almost forget why I do this sometimes. I remember when we only had patreon and I would see anything and everything in the comments except the one things I wanted most - feedback. Tell me what happens to you when you listen… So be the change you want to see. Lol. I took that step back then and now it’s a habit.