Early, early impressions. That feeling of “a weight being lifted off the shoulders,” especially there but throughout the whole physical body as well. My mind is rather confused as well. Like, “what is this and what’s going on…” In a good and kind of fun way.
As I was writing I’m also feeling like a column through the central channel of my being. Kind of interesting in that I haven’t perceived or experienced at all before.
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Summary
minor but a little more comprehensive
Could feel a restructuring, more coherence. All around. Physical, energetic bodies. I’m attributing it to the plasma. My sense.
Smart field feels uniquely smart. Was meditating alone, and someone I interact with regularly entered my periphery sense of awareness. Could feel the tower of devil shift towards attachments, sentiments, things holding me back that I associate with or have experienced with them. The change felt like that initial movement of a whip being placed in motion.
When meditating if my attention goes to an experience or person, I could sense it at work. Like interacting with whatever energies holding onto.
Physical there is a lightness. I imagine that I’ve lost weight or look and feel that I have. Removal of energies I’ve been attached to, and had been inhabiting me, even after repeated attempts at successfully doing so. It was the attachment, that had been pervasive.
Skin is healthier all around; smoother, cohesive, tensile. Reminds me of the effect an energetic suit can have. Whereas this is more from the detachment and breaking free of lower energies.
The detachment. Probably one of my favorite parts of it. Can still feel emotion and have thoughts, but it’s like a lessening of repeated patterns, or conditioned-by-life-experiences of behaviors. A letting go of a lot of things that aren’t necessary or of value. But it’s more than that too. I’m continuing to comprehend what is and what else is going on.
Personally its directly significant to something that I’ve been working on to realize for the last several months, and may have been needing for quite some time. May very well be a part of a concluding process. Incredibly grateful.
Thank you Equilibrium
