Urgent help needed - Get rid of amphetamine smell (and more)

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#1

I’m not sure it’ll be possible to make this short, but we’ll see.

So, basically my life has been full of misery and death, my fiance got cancer and died with our two unborn twins following her path. Same year my mother died, as well as my best friend. That was perhaps 8 years ago (im 36 now). After that, i basically gave up, played computer games, was on wellfare ,doing drugs/alcohol for about 3 years straight. I was at my very worst, weighed 100lbs. Developed paradontitis (or what its called, chronical tooth disease making you lose your teeth inveitably).

Thats the short story background. After that, i had 3 years of immense self improvement, got rid of all drugs, got clean, got an amazing job paying well over what i should earn in terms of my education. I still work there. However then i started slowly getting in to drugs, amphetamines mostly, and a benzo called clonazepam. I take 1mg daily, kept it at that for 1.5 years. Amphetamines has been for 4 months now daily usage. Things are going to hell, i’m in debt , taking loans etc. Past 1.5 months i’ve gone deep in to semen retention and spirituality. Oh, i forgot i was a heavy porn addict too, or i guess am, but havent watched it for a month now. I bought soul restoration, auric and body healer with loaned money because they felt really essential to me. I’m doing fields daily, like an addict (of course). But they seem to help immensely, i feel more confident, more at peace, im slowly de-traumatizing myself and inner revision of childhood alchemy had me crying my eyes out for the first time in 20 years. I did not even cry during any of the funerals because i held everything in. I think i cried for 2 hours straight, laying in fetal position, was the most pathetic i’ve ever been, but i think that got rid of a lot of built up tension.

I also lost all sense of smell after those deaths, doctors can’t explain it since theyve done several scans, brain scans and what not, nothing’s wrong. But i can’t smell anything, (nor taste anything but salt,sour,sweet stuff). I’ve had a bunch of amphetamines out of their bags on the table at home, and my appartment has been an absolute mess that i haven’t cleaned for like 3 months, instead of doing the dishes i just threw the plates and forks etc in the garbage bin because it became too much.

Now i got a note saying there are coming ventilation people to my appartment in 2 weeks, which had me panicking a bit because I know that’s due to how much it must smell in here. It got me immediately cleaning up a lot of shit, throwing the amphetamines that was laying around, tonight (when neighbours are sleeping) i will throw out that whole table because its full of aceton, dried in amphetamines etc.

I’m sure there must be smell everywhere. I need to absolutely get rid of this. I am already beginning to improve, taking less and less amphetamines. I’ve withdrawn from heavier drugs before,i know its a tough process but i’m not scared of it, i’ve developed immense discipline and tolerance to discomfort. I do cold showers daily, but can’t work out lately due to my heart being so stressed from amph’s.

Mainly amphs has made me excell at work and cope with it due to how stressful it’s been lately.

Outside of massive cleaning which i intend to do this weekend (i have to use amphetamines for it, i can’t be on withdrawal and find motivation or energy to clean). I will most likely throw away anything and everything that’s been in contact with amphetamines, couch, table etc.

How else can i make sure my appartment wont stink like drugs/shit when they come here so they won’t report it and i become homeless? I’m also planning on playing air revitalizing 24/7 on my phone while doing other fields with my headset (i need to keep faith and keep aura repair and soul restore going daily, plus several others)

Any physical cleaning items that can get rid of the smell or cover it?

Part of me thinks that this is a good thing, that it’s ment to be, because this triggered a massive motivation/rush in me to actually clean my entire appartment and get rid of all shit. If it wasn’t for that note, I would of kept postponing the cleaning for months probably. And i know the air in my appartment must be so toxic and unhealthy due to all mess and drug stink. I did Sapiens detox and i had dhiarrea for 2 days straight. That tells me how much shit (no pun intended) i have in my body atm.

Please help me.

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#3

Ion negative generator, there is old one 30 mins too on patreon, dont see it on youtube but it was on youtube.

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#4

Is that not the same as air revitalizer? I do have his patreon, I just thought air rev was newer/updated

#5

nah, that one cleans a lot, I didnt use air rev, but negative ion always made the air cleaner and better, could even breath normally

probably play it 5 times or so in your situation, daily

and you can buy these incense sticks, cheap af but make the smell go away also

#6

I know and I understand it. I will try a TLDR

TLDR: Was in an extremely bad place in my life filled with death misery and anxiety, resorted to drugs,videogames,porn for years. Got better, got job, paid well, still have job. Started drugs again/amphetamines. Got letter that they will check my ventilation in 2 weeks. I lost 100% of my sense of smell but I know my appartment stinks as I have not cleaned it for 3months and had amphetamines laying open outside of zippers on table for a month.

Need to get rid of stink in my appartment within 2 weeks.

#7

Air rev also creates negative ions, but I will definitely not argue here, I will take your advice and play the 30 minute one 24/7 probably.

Does that one take energy from me though? Or does it use my environment?
I’ll also try incense sticks. But it’s probably worse than that, i dont know if theres stronger chemicals I can use perhaps.

Either way, I do still believe this was ment to be like i said, this is a way for the universe to “reward” me by making sure i can not prolonge this any further, as it affects my health so much. I am thankful, yet scared.

#8

else for health if you get the money, plasma flaunt should be suitable for your recovery a lot

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#9

not yours, enviroment I think, doesnt apply to the body

if anything you can tell them, these incense stick cause the smell lol

and that you ahve issues with smelling, theyll ask you to get rid of it or make some weird comment but dont pay much attention to it further probably

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#10

That is so funny(?) because exactly 2 minutes ago I took a loan to be able to purchase that. Yeah, that loan has 29% interest rate. I dont care. Money comes money goes. Wealth and life partner is like number 11 on my priority list at the moment. My job pays decent even though im in debt so much i have like $100 left every month. I have faith in myself and this path though, things will get better in some way.

#11

youll get there bro, keep working on yourself and youll get over it, you did one time, you can do it again

#12

Yes i truly do think so too, and thank you so much for the positivity. My “mission” in life, or end goal, is to actually use my experiences and open up a non-profit org. to help young men/teens to get away from the destructive path so they never have to experience what I have, in particular teach them the danger of porn, and help them get rid of porn addiction, video game addiction, help them understand the value of hard work, long term, and the reward that comes with it, rather than short cuts to dopamine.

There are so many dopamine mine fields in todays society that it’s so sickening and sad, they have no way of guard themselves being so unaware of the danger since i’s so socially acceptable.

#13

yeah Im sure if someone has the right and experience to achive that and teach young people its you man

you got this :smiley:

#14

Could this be better than plasma flaunt? Not many purchasers on it though, but it seems to really nuke the environment, lol

#15

plasma flaunt is for your health

lighting in a bottle, wouldnt call it for health like plasma, rather get plasma flaunt man

and lighting in a bottle is better not be palyed near you

#16

Yeah i definitely need health, in particular inner health, my organs are probably 60 years old now, while i’m 36. Dentist said she’d never seen someone at this age develop such a severe case of paradontitis. Plus my liver is fucked in various ways, not cirrhosis but fatty liver, prostate fucked from porn addiction and long streaks of edgings etc. High blood pressure, list goes on. I have faith though

Once i get through this i will most likely have developed an inner confidence and strength enough to be able to teach and lead young people away from destructive paths.

Plasma flaunt it is. Thank you once again. At this point i’m just grateful that i’m alive

#17

Im sure youll be 20 years younger if you stay on this path :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

#18

Is it allowed to share Plasma flaunt with family? My stepdad is very ill and old, overweight etc. I don’t care if he believes in it or not, i will almost force the audio on him.

And should i also get plasma brain of youth?

#19

Im not sure, youll have to look in the theahrd responsible for plasma flaunt

somewheres there lies your answers I guess

so I cant tell you for sure, if anything ask there

#20

Awesome.

So i have plasma flaunt, aura and body repair, soul restoration core. I can buy one more semi expensive/expensive, which would you recommend in my case?

Negentropic jing sounds decent?

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#21

yeah life force should be good, just make sure to make use of excessive jing and look up qi gong I guess