Your advice has lead me towards an actual practical steps I could undertake to overcome this distorted state of mind.
I have posted here.
Next thing is that I cover the mirrors in my house.
I hide the camera app icon somewhere out of my immediate sight.
I will do some journaling.
I would go do some physical activity.
I’d get myself drained so I’m too tired overthink.
I needed to hear this.
It has changed my perspective.
Your words has made me realise that perhaps the portrayal of the angels as they are did not come from a place of disrespect and discrimination of other people.
I really wasn’t comfortable feeling so judgemental towards their portrayal, I knew there has to be something that I am missing.
@anon83804375 I’m living somewhere that each day we hear another student has been shot to death. I grew up in a culture where religious men or better to say, men who pretended to be religious annoyed girls/women a lot. A big part of my traumas was related to unfair laws, behaviors, even that mandatory heaven that they want to drag us into. Having super dictators outside of the house, and another dictator inside the house crushed my heart. I even remember I had lost all my hair during many chemotherapy sessions. I was in my doctor’s office and I had worn a colorful scarf. An old man stepped forward with anger only because the type of hejab I had, was not that type that he preferred! That means while I was suffering from a disease as well as all the scars on my body, I had to tolerate other people’s preferences!
Let me not say anything about a Rhinoplasty surgery that I had 3 years ago and it didn’t go well.
My root cause is being abused as a child.
you’re not alone.
I said all of these to indicate that when it comes to living in a bad condition/situation I know better than many members how it looks. Generally, I found the members of this forum helpful to some extent. They can help you as long as they have the related knowledge or experience. But you should take care of yourself too.There are steps that you yourself should take. I hope you feel better soon
Marjan… You went through Hell. You’ve been so strong. You deserve so much better than this disgusting treatment from the government and from this vile old excuse of a man.
Fuck them all.
I am here for you.
As @Nice2knowU said, I don’t feel and I am not at my worst, but what I found recently to help me improve, to feeo better, to actually love myself (more), to have clarity, etc. Is The Point of No Return - I use these daily and I see huge improvements; when I was at my worst, I was truly low and only because of my family’s support I made it, also I took the decision to do all that I can to improve my life…
I would listen to Shatachandi Yagna and the Vibration series.
I have used too many fields and methods, so I’m not sure what to recommend to you. I got to the point when I got tired of my depression and would buy anything to fight it.
Anyway, the Blue Print of the Past, the Vibration series + the Ascension-naut NFT, and meditation have helped me change the most in the last few months. I never thought that spiritual growth would be anything relevant to me but it has fundamentally changed the way I think and feel. You could give it a try.
And I tend to loop fields all day, kind of forceful but it helps me to have the results from fields much faster.
Healing is a tedious journey full of ups and downs. There would be a lot of relapses and dark moments when you wonder if everything would ever get better. But I believe that you are on the right track with all the fields and there would be a day when you finally get out of the dark shadow of the past.
Ohh, I have it since recently. Need to give it more attention.
I’m so happy you were able to break the cycle, duongtho88. It’s wonderful news to me.
I absolutely would be trying it sometime soon. Thank you for suggesting these to me.
Here we are alike
Thank you so much. So much beauty and power in these words.
Start your day with:
*Energy Body/ Aura Deep Clearing
*Nullify negative
Dream has released some really good audios for healing childhood trauma:
*Alchemical Revision of Childhood
*Alchemical Revision of Inner Self Love
*Alchemical Revision of Trauma
I use the first two in my weekly “clearing and cleansing” maintenace stack plus some others.
I think everyone could benefit from having a regularly schedueled clearing/cleaning maintenance day.
In my opinion all higher beings take on any shape only to become better understood to a human mind.
They don’t look like anything concrete, otherwise.
They’re beyond shape and colour.
Just a concentration of energy.
But it’s my own perception, I’d like to know what captain thinks.
it is a fair assumption
they have their own form and looks of course, but it requires understanding how things move in dimensions really
from there you can only interpret, as you do not have to physical hardware and subconscious to perceive it.
Like say an aspect that moves, (only) it flutters through space, we can see as movement, and then the colour will depend on the light refracted, etc and this is what we think we may have seen, as it fits within the internal library of what is possible.
But perhaps it was something or an aspect that just existed as movement only.
I only offer abstract reasoning to provide insight hopefully.
So, you ‘interpret’ through your interpretation hardware ‘your world view’
things you believe possible and within the limits of your wiring.
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