What is this that keeps you going?
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Love graviton
Angelic intercession 1.0 (music is just oo calming)
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Cold showers and ice bath or extended breathing, 30-50 minutes hyperventilating
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Internal Alchemical Crucible
White Light Waves
Divine Love from Energetic Alchemy
The Primordial Spark
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Just filled the bath with cold water and ice and added epsom salt
And then I remembered
Lmfao
Dumbass
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What did you remember?
Yeah, respect, jump in the cold, i hope you feel new born after that 
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Damn, good to know. I never poured salt in it but good to know. Yeah better dont jump in it 
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Yeah. And Iām kinda feeling cold already regardless to the bath. Guess Iāll go get that blood pumping. Some exercise or whatever. Need me some endorphins.
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I find people who kick puppies and eat their hearts. That always makes me feel better. Plus, iron. I wonder if the universe is going to give me a puppy nowā¦
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I aināt got no puppy. Can I eat your heart instead?
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I again forgot about journaling. Thanks for reminding me man.
And yes, angelic intercession. This is what Iām gonna listen. Iām very new to the entire realm of angels, and they keep slipping away from my attention so undeservedly.
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I know right. Havenāt I been contacted by one of them personally, Iād never be able to break through the prism of the Christian stereotypes of a white person with somehow feathered wings and a wingspan which is too small to take off the body off the ground lol.
Thank you 
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I would say, define āworstā first.
If you are above average in mood, or even above lets say, flustered, then that is enough. If your body is healthy enough to function, then that is enough. If you have desires and goals to pursue, then that is enough.
It is far easier to fall into a state of desperation, but it is much better to realse that you probably arenāt that worse off than you think you are. The mountain looks huge when you are standing right at the bottom, and it looks tiny from a far distance. It doesnāt exist once you look at yourself.
Donāt put excessive emphasis on being in high vibration or always positive, and then feeling guilty if you are not. Simply go within.
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Even though I know things can always get infinitely worse and infinitely better, I canāt look past the distortions of my own mind. I canāt see clearly. I canāt see āenoughā. I have hallucinations.
This picture here might interpret my feelings better.
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hmmmm it sounds pretty serious. But you can do it.
Use PoNR to enter the neutral state, and from there, redefine your story, your you who you currently are, and paint this canvas of yours in new colours and all the colours are those you want to be
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Iām sorry but with all due respect you sound like a person who has never been in those shoes.
I use PoNR and have some supposingly amazing fields to help me, such as personal and emotional supporter, knight mindset, point of no return , the crucible of the past, the crucible of self love, the crucible of stored trauma, etcā¦
Yet here we are.
Itās like to tell a depressed person to stop being so sad. To get happy, redefine his story ā¦
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well in a sense
each culture where something spreads will take on the general format of a group of people.
People interpret things along the way they grew up and learnt to look at the world.
In closed off areas, you will have black yellow and green jesuses,
In a sense, if he is to be something ideal you can aspire to become, its easier to see him with the way you see yourself.
This really is fine; the great work is really understanding everybody is human.
Also, the interpretation of the human of things they cannot understand regularly, they will add their own understandings of it.
Do they have wings? do they fly? or is it, just what people can understand it āmayā be like,
and add their own interpretations and imaginations, then the descriptions, fitting a structure is spread.
āwe all unconsciously agree this is how it looks so we gonna stick with this descriptionā
Butā¦ regardless I donāt think they consider any human anything other than what they are,
human
and a part of creation.
I understand when you are depressed or feeling bad, your whole outlook changes and even small things or unimportant things, seem so massively large and beyond you.
You feel helpless to it.
start smaller, thinkā¦ okay
āI can post hereā, like you did above, somebody may offer help or suggestions.
We did and are, so in this small step,
see that we do want you to feel better,
and people are willing to help.
You have people.
and we think you deserve to feel better.
You do, you should feel good about yourself, I think you deserve it.
Maybe it will crack a little way in for some care to reach you in this state.
take it easy, get the dayās things and the important stuff done,
try not to interact with things that make you feel worse if possible.
Get your mind out of the negative loops, find āinterruptsā
something that breaks the chain of thoughts that lead you down that back.
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Yes, but you have to, if you wish to get unstuck. And I think you know that, because that is the reason you are here and using fields in the first place.
I have never claimed to be that. Everybody is unique, yet everyone strives for happiness and freedom. No matter my story, I can still empathize. I am not competing here with whom had the worst backstory, because that is stuff from the past. And it wouldnāt matter anyway, becuase you donāt wanna affirm your past. Rather you seek help in your present. And thats why we are here.
I recommend you try to do some things different in your daily life. Try to find the root causes and work on them. Take your time, because it is not so easy on the mind, if you feel stuck. But I do want you break that cycle sooner or later, in your own pace
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