I dont know your goals and you dont have to tell me but…
And this is based on my observation.
What if you have a deep big block of being like a millionaire not that you are against having millions but being like the millionaires.
You know they ones you hate. The 1% the ones that “control the matrix” etc?
What if your strong believes regarding all of that is what has subconsciously rejected that
You always talk about escaping the matrix and what not, but you live here, here is where you can get millionaire and you must accept that no matter in which way or with what business or profession you could become a millionaire it will always be connected in more ways that youd like to that 1% and to “them”
I remember yout comment on Capital Governance:
What if you sit with yourself and ponder if maybe here is where the blockage is.
In all honestly i imagine you mentally fighting (and maybe you dont even realize it because its deep rooted in you the idea of the matrix and the game and etc) ideas to become millionaire then those rejectful thoughts about “them” and how this way or that way that maybe would get you millionaire is linked to them and their ideas.
Maybe this field hasnt worked for you because you fully listen to the higher self, in doing so you are following your part that perhaps is more an altruistic one, if you fight so hard to escape the house you live “Matrix” then you cant be a millionaire. Simple as that. Let me repeat what i said above, any way or form to become a millionaire is intrinsically attached to the ones that according to you control the matrix, and will obligate you to be a part of it.
The key is to know how to separate and diferenciate your soul and actions while living and being part of the matrix, while pushing the collective consciousness and helping people to wake up until we can push to create a different reality. That - does - not - happen - overnight.
Thats why you find it easy to get a push from the heroic fields. Its the core of your soul.
So you gotta sit and decide if you will allow yourself to play the game with your enemies and strategy how not to become like the characters but just your bank acount becomes like theirs.
Because if you want to change the world, if you want to free people. You need them indirectly. Play smart.
Isnt it very common or at least it has happened to me a lot of times, that at work we cant stand the personality and behaviors of some coworkers, yet we are able to successfully team up and reach goals, but once we step out of work we are not close to them, we dont hang out with them, we dont behave like them.
Do that in the matrix too.
Oh and also, what if you try not to wear or listen to any heroic fields for a while. And only this.
See if you fewl the push of action?