A little more than 2 months spent with the field, at least twice a day, no more than 4 times a day.
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Blockages removed? Definitely. Say, whenever I encounter a limiting situation or are reminded of my limits, I take way less time to admit it. I don’t beat myself to “please the audience” nor get defensive as if I had something to desperately rescue. I appreciate what I have and accept what I don’t have. Yet or ever. It’s not the end of the world or an unrepairable lack. The same goes for reactions, principles, etc. They may still be displayed when facing some scenarios. But just as “habits”. Not because of a matter of death or life.
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The concept of chakras is not an obscure mumbo-jumbo anymore. Previously, I felt lucky enough to “feel” them when really focused but now… they became no different than any other limb. I sense them just as I sense my leg or elbow. Without much effort nor doubt.
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Crystalizing the time: I’m a dummy regarding time: I still want/ believe that I should just travel it like in “Back to the Future” or something. Sure, it doesn’t happen that way… but I have less difficulties to reminisce some good old times. I felt quite lost when a close one passed a couple of weeks ago but still, I manage to access times spent with them, the texture, colors, smells, etc. of those past moments more easily.
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Especially after that “loss”, I went back to a shitty way of life. A lot of booze, smoke, less sleep (and/or lack of sleep), etc. Since this field is in my daily list no matter what (unlike some of the other fields), I guess that it explains why I keep walking the line instead of looking like a zombie. I don’t recommend doing what I do. But one sure thing is that this field keeps you on the rails even if you try hard to derail yourself. Like… You’re in your early 40s but nevertheless you wake up as if you were in your 20s (same level of energy, etc.) even after a trash night. Rested and all. Ready to hit the day-road, healthy and awake.
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Stopping putting anyone on a pedestal (be it a human, an alien, a fictional superhero… anyone, anything). I wouldn’t say that it makes you take credit for someone else’s accomplishments or belittle what they do in a bragging attitude (like “pfff I could have done it too, so what?”). It’s just that things stop seeming unreachable or impossible. You stop blaming yourself, you just see way more clearly that what you haven’t attained so far is just because of a matter of priority.
The list of benefits is too long, actually. The “everything I have at my disposal” field. The end result is really a question of choice, rather than capability.
