Any field that im not aware of that will keep me from suicide?

[IAmJonathan]

Hey man if you’re experiencing over load from fields, have nervous system problems, energetic problems, a good all around field is Hakuins healing egg enhanced

This is the go to field for people experiencing overload of any sorts from Kundalini awakenings too.

It will saturate you with Chi as well

Check out the description:

@veh

Above your head sits a glowing white egg of pure healing energy. As you focus on it, it begins to melt and flow down through your body, cleansing your lungs and spine. It flows into your kidneys and down through your stomach, spleen, kidneys, liver and digestive tract. As you continue to focus on it, the energy flows down through the entire body cleansing the legs and pouring out the feet.
As the last of the cleansing energy leaves your body, the glowing egg releases its soothing, healing medicines. Fragrant elixirs pour out of it and flood the entire body, healing all of the organs and channels and soaking deep into the bones. The entire body is soothed and relieved. Excess is moderated, deficiency is made up, heat is cooled, cold is warmed. All is balanced, calmed and nourished.
This is the description of Hakuin’s Healing Egg, from a zen based concept.
This audio itself is made to work in the same way with some additions (Hakuin’s Butter Pill)etc.
The ‘egg’ is placed above your crown and slowly melts for about an hour following the method above.
The inside of the ‘egg’ has higher vibrational state of chi, that also travels down from your crown from the inside, recharging your organs while removing energetic debris.
all the patterns are carried down to the feet (joining with the outer melted flowing) where the negative patterns are removed and released. The energy then travels back up and collects in the lower dantian, (so it also cultivates and develops your energy)

I put in bold letters some parts to highlight some key aspects that can help you

And remember bro, you have a family here to lean on, you’re not alone here, and you won’t ever be, i love you bro, things will get better, they already are, just takes some time to realize it