Hmm same here
Maybe we should use Sapien VPN app idk
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yes it works for me and i live in the US.
you may want to delete or edit your photo it has a full name shown.
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more experiences with The Lovers.
i’ve learned to be more selfless and detach from the ego’s expectations. (probably ongoing lesson since it’s not a behaviour and mindset i am natural with).
i keep doing new things and just saying yes if i feel safe (different from irrational fears).
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On this point the track The Devil Reversed helps a lot
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That is such a cool tool , thanks for sharing .
So is one supposed to listen to his birth cards or are those the ones you already “have” ?
I got devil and lovers as birth cards , I’m not surprised as those 2 are the ones I was drawn to already , plus the death.
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Yeah I just shared it man, seems good and legit and we all have our cards so listening to them is good I guess, enhances effects, dispels prolly the bad ones and makes life easier for you.
you welcome man
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okay i think it’s time to share my experiences with the lovers!
so when i first wrote this post, while i was looping i got a message from a friend and we spent a very fun time at his place.
the death card: one of the first things he initiated in conversation topics was about near death experiences and i won’t get into the details because it was quite personal for the both of us.
my relationship with him has been the most reflective. if i was angry at him, that was actually false and the root of my anger was towards myself. if i was sad because of him, that was also false and the root of my sadness was again me and what the ego was storytelling.
my realization is that any negative emotion i feel about someone is actually sourced right inside me so i can fix it easier on my own instead of projecting on to them and enhancing the negativity. inner work is starting to make more and more sense to me.
louise hay and neville goddard’s teachings are starting to make even more sense in this perspective.
the universe also brought us together when he needed help and i was the only one who suddenly woke up from my sleep and be there for him (service to others style).
with my meditations with The Lovers, i’ve taken both of our forum friends’ advice to heart.
because i started doing that, my relationship with this friend is also being affected and again showing me where i can improve in my own relationship skills and independence skills.
also a note to myself: let go of expectations and give when you can and not to expect any favours. fill others’ cups when yours is overflowing. you can always fill your own cup, so stop demanding others to fill yours with theirs (this part i’m talking to my ego lol).
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So excited for you!!! 
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I think this might help you spot who is good for you and who not . I have a push and pull kind of thing with a girl and I like her but I know she has a boyfriend and nothing’s gonna happen .
I noticed the last days that theres some weird attachment going on and its probably not healthy from both of us . Now of course me pulling back makes her reach out more etc . And I find it hard to establish a healthy middlegorund between no and too much attachment.
But it’s already good that I noticed that .
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spent last night with The Lovers (phrasing) and had beautiful romantic dreams.
the morphic field also improved my sense of independence.
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The Lovers - i re-connected with someone i forgot to keep in touch with and i see them in a more attractive light. they found me first (they also found me the first time).
i’ve been exploring what it means to love, be sexual, and be romantic.
i realized that my life is already fulfilling and anyone else coming in should be an addition and not a necessity.
new souls coming into my life should enhance what is already there instead of ‘fill a gaping hole’. it’s about sharing energy with each other instead of taking it. sustainability!
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An interesting concept from The World field:
This is the one I resonate the most with, and I practically practice singing to this one ( 
sing: the kind you sing to yourself in the shower with doors closed and no one hearing you). With all the goodies in this one there is a hidden goodie that is super cool! I noticed my French (and even my acquired English one) to be really smooth every time I listen to this field! My understanding of languages becomes generally better and I feel even more malleable switching from a language to another! Definitely a brain and personality spice up!
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The lovers
The Lovers teaches us to accept ourselves, to love ourselves, and to be open to giving love to others, and receiving it back from them. Here we learn to create harmony through making good choices.
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I’m thinking the same lol. I’m a Sagittarius so this is my card and the tune is definitely a vibe! Love jazz!
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I found that temperance is good for social interactions.
I dont even know what it does ,I just accidentally found it out and tried again.
It seems like conversations flow easier and you’re on the “same side”
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I just browsed for something on the Energetic Alchemy channel - I don’t even recall what it was anymore - and clicked on this album. Autoplay started and I thought ‘I should probably check what I’m listening to first…’, but then the music was so good. And then my body already started to vibrate. It got so intense, I thought I was going to faint or something actually, no joke 
I was playing ‘Death’.
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Makes sense. Death is actually a rebirth, which is why it’s in the middle of the Major Arcana. Glad you enjoyed your rebirth!
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I have slept on the Arcana Archetypes series till now, and oh boy was it a mistake.
At first I have listened to the Devil reversed for a few times, which was hard thing to do on itself, why?
As Ironic and cliche as it sounds I was kind of attached to the idea of Devil itself, but thats another story.
As I continued to listening I have ‘‘seen’’ myself. Realizing many of your cons all at once, is a little bit hard thing to deal with: ‘‘Man I really REALLY suck’’ but then it came to me that, if you can see ‘‘it’’ you are not ‘‘it’’, right? An eye is not capable of seeing itself , reflection in mirror is the closest thing it can see. So since there is an awareness of one’s own shortcomings there is a possiblity of improvement.
Of course I haven’t thought I was perfect before. I mean shortcomings buried really, really deep.
At the moment I saw them, the ignorance ended and Im not longer bound to repeat the pattern over and over again. Of course counsccious effort is needed, but it was not possible before, since I didn’t knew where the problem(s) is.
The next field Im looping for about half of an hour by now is The Hanged Man.
It basically screams to me: ‘‘WAIT, WATCH!!’’ ‘‘How are those situations that happened to you lately connected? Do you see a pattern? Now look around you, is this pattern happening around you too? what is the cause of this pattern? what would happen if instead of x you try doing z and thinking y for the first time ever? OBSERVE, THINK! what pattern do you want to create? which pattern do you want to escape? is it possible? how?’’
Another interesting effect The Hanged Man have on me, is that I feel like its and Timelessness field on steroid. Like no matter how little ‘‘tick’’ you choose, be it second, minute, milisecond, whatever, there exists enetrnity between each of those ticks. And Im aware of those ‘‘pauses’’ everything just stops, doesn’t move for eternity and boom another tick is there 
Here is another ‘‘Hanged Man’’ 
I need to go back to observing and waiting now ;)
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The Death card makes me feel better than any of them. Feels really good, a lot of power here.
@psynergy Reading back in time, reading your post from a year ago. You combined Death and Lovers. There is something fascinating about combining Death with whatever else you want to work on.
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Idk if it’s because of this, but I used the death card once, and felt really strange. Some days later I experienced something really “extreme” or kinda just like something that made me feel like part of me died and has been laid to rest, I have no idea what the card is actually supposed to do but regardless I’m kinda scared to use it lol who knows what can happen. Which is weird because I haven’t had noticeable effects from the other arcana audios as much as Death.
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