Indeed I think it’s a continuation of the subconscious thinking that relapsing is a failure. And there’s logic to it, as semen are life force.
So of course, a relapse implies a depletion in life force. Such a state is ripe grounds for low vibration, negative thoughts, bad luck, etc. All potentials.
I remember someone on the forum asked a question once about SR as apparently he was feeling down after relapsing sth like a 1000 day streak. I told him to put that into perspective, as he actually succeeded like 99,9% literally.
So that means the root of this is still more importantly in the subconscious than in the actual relapsing itself.
But think about it… Even the word relapse is really not ideal. It makes it easy to feel guilty. That’s why the SR community also has extreme elements in it.
I would advocate an approach that is not extreme to either side. Let there be no force, find a middle way to transcend it, then after a relapse you might only feel low energy but with no other side effects. And the low energy is evident as this is life creating power.