@Replay
you are the only one i remember buying brainium reactor, how is it treating you?
Itâs very good. Very important field. Gives the brain the energy it needs for daily operations and Initiate repair, which is very important post-Covid.
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@Moshiro Have you tried Vox Tenebris? That and mstates seem like a good combo, if for nothing better than giving you the insight into how to resolve your situation. I sense that you have created an identity about âI donât understandâ, so perhaps being willing to let that go while you are on the way to realizing that âyou are what you need to be alreadyâ. Conceptual Conglomerate also comes to mind, but a healthy dose of ego dissolution and trauma release may also stand you in good stead. https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/the-crucible-of-stored-trauma/20404 https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/the-alchemical-revision-of-trauma/41981 https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/the-archetype-of-parental-love/12387 (you are getting the yang, but canât unpack the yin).
Just some food for thought, which no doubt will spur some other, more scholarly responses. Best to you on your quest! 
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First note: everything I say here I am saying to myself, as we all have challenges - they just donât always look the same.
You are frustrated, I get that. Perhaps if you look at it objectively rather than subjectively it may reveal a door that may be easily walked through into a new experience.
Before you started listening to brain fields and acquired skills, you identified with that âskill-lessâ person. But now you can learn easily and effectively. Are you the same person? If you can change your skill level, perhaps there is no barrier to change.
The part of you that is frustrated is the part you have dug your heels into and said âthis is the way I amâ. You allowed the brain fields to change part, but not all.
What if you could acquire that new skill - being able to express yourself in your exams AND fulfill whatever requirement the school has?
Go back to your brain fields and say âthis is the skill I want to acquire nowâ. You have reached a level that many on the forum and in the world would think impossible. Why stop now?
You are not your failure to give what the education system wants. By choosing to allow the fields to clear the next layer you allow your inherent genius to blossom. Itâs fine to be frustrated, but not to limit yourself and what you can achieve. How about letting your educational experience be a joyous one? One where you have everything you need to succeed and more.
You can acquire any skill you desire as quickly as you allow yourself to. You have the fields, itâs just time to put them to a new use. Your current seeming inability to give what the system requires is a limitation you can choose to have or choose to let go of. Itâs just the next skill.
I have supreme faith in you. Look what you have already accomplished! We are all here for you. Next you will be telling us how you have beat their system and are enjoying every moment! The power and wisdom are within you already. Thanks for sharing your journey with us.
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You are very welcome. Please keep us posted
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Anyone still post here besides me just now? HmâŚ
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Are you going to say something about brain fields?
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I loop permanent brain regeneration everytime Iâm free. After all, I canât even hear the 10% volume.