Hello, new forum member here, but not new to Dreamweaver’s fields. I’d firstly like to express my extreme gratitude to Dreamweaver, Sammy, _OM, and everyone else here. Dreamweaver’s fields have helped me in so many ways, and everyone else’s posts and advice have been incredibly helpful, while I’ve been a silent lurker for some time researching fields without even creating an account
I was feeling like my question is too long and weird to ask so I read the new user guidelines, while I was writing I thought to myself “I’ve never noticed anyone in the forum mention the Universe” (I mention it towards the end), in the guidelines it mentions no question is too silly, and then a comment from WellBeing who I know is very well respected in the forum setting an intention to the Universe, I will take this as my sign that it’s ok to post I have intentionally not tagged anyone on the post as I don’t want to disrespect anyone’s time and I know all posts get looked at, but to everyone mentioned, thank you for everything you’ve helped me with. I even feel weird calling Dreamweaver “Dream” or “Captain” as I was automatically wanting to type those having lurked the forum so long but as a new member it feels disrespectful :)
Sorry that this is a long post, but I think it’s best to give full context to avoid drip feeding information and frustrating anyone kind enough to help as I’ve seen on some threads.
Summary: can energy overload cause hard swelling of the forehead, and what could help if so? Accidentally looped a stack with Brain Regeneration and some other fields overnight, woke up with swollen forehead, have used brain fields previously, but not overused, bit worried about Brain Regeneration incase growth caused by something dormant but think/hope my subconscious is playing tricks, seem to definitely be in energy overload state but unsure if that can cause such inflammation, ear infections ongoing, bad mental state, negative energy, headache, hallucination, have become very unusually fearful of my health and subconscious mind
Full story if anyone wishes to read on from the above:
[Early-Mid December]
Approximately a month ago I started listening to Permanent Brain Enhancement and Superhuman Genius, I was wary of spamming brain fields and only used both once or twice a day at most, I had used Superhuman Genius on and off previously during my working day and found it tremendously powerful, I’m a Software Engineer and man did it help me get into my coding flow Thanks again I think on the third day while Permanent Brain Enhancement was playing, my forehead felt a bit “odd”, like a bubbly sensation? I let it play on, as sometimes I notice that feeling an effect just means it’s doing its job I played both again the next day, same thing. Each time I played both I was coding, as I know it’s important to do something that has the brain working. I didn’t play either field again.
[Early-mid December]
Around the same week I hit my forehead off a cupboard door, and I managed to forget for a couple of days that I’d done so (quite stressed, distracted, also very used to random little accidents like this so tend to just forget about them easily). My forehead was swelling a bit and I didn’t feel great, and I got worried it was the brain fields remembering the bubbly feeling as I’d forgotten the accident I found Dr_Manhattan’s posts about brain stacks and some others, I tried some of the suggestions, Autism (this felt great actually), BDNF, NGF. When I say I worried it was the fields, I mean that I hadn’t done enough research to know I should have been using the other fields above to avoid side effects, that’s on me :) I didn’t use the 3 aforementioned fields much as I hadn’t used the two brain fields for long, and then remembered the cupboard incident and realised swelling was just that! At this point I used Cosmo-Volt a bit to help the swelling, it didn’t help with that but I’d since managed to hit the other side of my forehead [Mid-December] (I’m very clumsy) and Cosmo-Volt, Ibubrofen and an epsom salt gel got rid of that over some days.
[Mid-December]
I had become quite a fan of Deep Magnetic Brain Stimulation (sooo calming for me) and The Outlook Retrainer, and shortly after this I listened to Deep Magnetic Brain Stimulation for the first time since the above, and I really didn’t feel good afterwards, it felt like a bad pressure in my brain, I’m not usually afraid of fields in any way, I’m a Patreon subscriber and have always had amazing results. But unfortunately I got worried again here and decided to play Brain Regeneration to see if it would help because I’d read about Deep Magnetic Brain Stimulation not having many cautions. I’ve read Brain Regeneration is safe to loop overnight, at this point also unsure of my energy system I played it 10 times instead of full overnight looping. Didn’t notice any issues, felt good in the morning.
[Towards end of December]
Some time after I felt my energy drained and figured it was my energy system being overwhelmed from field overuse. I was using a lot of fields geared at health and repelling negative energy. I stopped playing fields for a while and started _OMs modified PONR stack, with added Bhooted Boots as I’ve had a LOT of bad luck the past year which is very very unusual for me and I’m usually an extremely positive person. When I first played Bhooted Boots I felt quite heavy pressure through my whole body, but subsequent plays I didn’t feel anything, except once a very slight pressure, so I do feel something negative had been affecting me.
[4th or 5th Jan]
I’ve had some health issues over the past while and started using health fields a bit more than I’d like given I’d not long started PONR and stopped using PONR after about a week, which was the wrong thing to do but I wanted to feel better of the health issues. The other night I was thinking to start back with PONR after a break from fields and decided to do some Brain Regeneration as was feeling overwhelmed, I used my 10x Brain Regeneration stack again, however I have other fields at the top of it and I accidentally had loop turned on. I’d moved a Fast Working Deep Sleeper above it and The Internal Alchemical Crucible and then 10x Brain Regeneration, but then it looped to an old stack, so my overall stack ended up being:
Fast Working Deep Sleeper
Internal Alchemical Crucible
Brain Regeneration x 10
Fast Working Deep Sleeper x 2 *
Nerve Inflammation Help x 3
The Lymphatic Effusion+
Taaffeite
Jing Restoration
Glutathione
*usual start of stack, usually 3 at start of playlist but had moved one down the stack for last night. I’d only played this stack that one time before.
The stack is 2 hrs 44 minutes, I was asleep for almost 5 hours, I woke up with the left side of my forehead quite swollen, my reaction was to think Brain Regeneration had been the cause and maybe it is expanding my brain outwards or something, but then I realised it was looping the stack, I listened to Aura Cleansing, which would at least remove 3 hours of the energies. The swelling on the left subsided a bit but not a lot. It feels similar to that on the right side which has been there about a month now (body may be slow to heal at the moment due to bad immunity/mental state).
[Friday 6th Jan - aware I’m unsure exact date above and wrote a couple of days, I’ve been running on little sleep]
A couple of days later I had a really unusual headache (I am prone to migraine and headaches and this was new) and a very vivid surreal hallucination which is something I’ve never experienced (other than seeing shadows once when I was taken off a medication too quickly but it was nothing as vivid as this). I have serious ear infections at the moment that I had been in ER with 2 days prior, and during the hallucination I got a rash from my neck to my chest, causing me to think the infection had spread and caused meningitis. Being home alone, I called for an ambulance. It looks like the rash was induced by stress from the hallucination, and the doctor didn’t know what caused the hallucination but deemed my brain function to be totally fine, I asked if heightened stress could cause a hallucination and he said possibly. I have been feverish, exhausted, unwell from the infections, along with very anxious and depressed for an extended period, and I’d not long since taken my migraine preventative medication which can also in rare cases cause hallucinations but I’ve been on it a long time and it’s never caused one for me. He told me not to worry about it as a one off occurrence and to get rest. It was very scary so it’s been hard to not worry about it, honestly.
[On and off over those days]
I asked my higher self and angels and both advised to stop listening to fields for a while and that there was nothing to fear, so I know I will probably be told to stop listening to fields and that there is nothing to fear :D I’ve used Angelic Intercession and Higher Self Connection and now sometimes call on both without the fields and feel like they are with me. I felt reassured for a while after and then each time I feel pain in my head I start to worry again, though have been assured this pain can be caused by my ear infections.
[Sunday 8th Jan]
That was the middle of Friday night. It’s now Sunday. Yesterday I figured my energy system is very taxed, I played Aura/Energy cleanse, Grounding x 2 (I always love Grounding, it makes me want to dance which has always been my favourite thing to do), Energetic Salt Cleanse x 3. I woke up very early this morning with not much sleep, not feeling well, played Aura/energy cleanse, I felt a little better and managed to get back to sleep.
When I woke up again, because the left side swelling hasn’t gone down on my forehead I played anti-cancer, I started to feel a bit nauseous and turned it off after 2 minutes, however I was only after waking up and I’m in a bad state of little sleep and unwell at the moment anyway. I think it could be more energy overload but worth mentioning. I sometimes feel nauseous upon wakening due to migraine and hadn’t been long awake. Since the doctor couldn’t find something wrong with my brain and I’ve not been vomiting or anything I think I just had a sleepy morning fear, but the swelling feels a bit worse since, which I hope is symptomatic of just energy build-up.
I went outside today (it’s very cold out) and when I returned my face had a weird sensation, kind of pins and needles, kind of numb, I’m worried my mind is playing tricks on me.
I think my lymphatic system might not be in the best state at the moment also, my ear infection spread to preauricular lymph node (in front of ear) and have swelling at the side of my face), but the swelling from there isn’t connected to my forehead swelling. Just also wonder if could be lymph fluid in my forehead, however it’s right to the top of my forehead not just at my brow. I’m taking a natural tincture (Cleaver’s) and apple cider vinegar for this in place of Sapien’s fields right now due to feeling the energy overload.
It’s very unlike me to be fearful and I’m more worried that I’ve developed these unusual health fears and potential fears of fields all of a sudden when I’ve been so delighted to have found non medical ways to treat things and so grateful to the Sapien Medical team. Again it’s not the fields that worry me, I have full faith in Dreamweaver, it’s if I had something dormant and Brain Regeneration stem cells caused something to grow. I read the description a long time ago, forgot it had stem cells, and I’ve been playing it on and off with no trouble, so just because I woke up with this swollen forehead now I’m suddenly worried, having never had issues before with the same field I think it’s because I had the unusual headache that caused my fear and even though the doctor assured me my brain function test was fine, I still feel unsure. I know Subconscious Limits Dissolver would help greatly here but my energy system seems way too taxed to listen right now.
Just as I was about to post this (editing as I go) I saw this post in Ask for Advice
The part about it can just be your subconscious resonates as regards the fear end of things as I’ve mentioned, but have same concern as above.
When I initially started listening to fields I gradually increased and was able to handle fields quite quickly, never felt tired, but when I became unwell recently I was using a lot of fields to try to combat too many things at once. I came across Soul Restoration for Brow and Forehead, and I wondered could energy get physically trapped in the forehead like this? Or maybe I’m just seeing the word forehead and connecting the two? I read on a thread that if I’m concerned with what other people think this field could resonate with me and it very much does, this has been an ongoing problem for me and has really worsened lately, so I think this would be good for me, but my questions are
- Could too much energy cause inflammation like this? It’s a hard, prominant swelling which is why I’m concerned
- Would listening to this field add more energy and cause more inflammation, or help it? Would a break be better like angels/higher self advised before attempting this? I have not asked them about Soul Restoration yet as unsure I am really talking to them or to myself without the connection fields, and don’t want to tax my energy playing the fields.
Otherwise, any feedback would be greatly appreciated, I do feel like it’s hopefully more to do with my energy system and will be resolvable within that area, but I’m not 100% certain and wanted to come here for advice. I have not seen any mention of such swelling in threads related to brain fields so I would be surprised, but wanted to give all context.
I’m really not used to feeling fearful and paranoid about my health, or about my subconscious which has always served to help me. Before I discovered Sapien Medicine I had a strong connection with the Universe and healed myself once some years back from lifelong moderate deafness, which really confused doctors, was able to go a year and a half without needing my hearing aids which I’ll be forever thankful for but some negativity in my life (brought on by myself) brought back my natural state after that time. I think my current mental state from a year of difficulties is contributing to how I’m feeling now.
Thank you so much to anyone who had the patience to read all of this, you are all amazing people in here, I’ve seen the lengths you go to to help others in the forum
Edit:
I have also have this fuzzy feeling in my head ongoing, the following post mentions same. Finding this is helping me with the belief that it is energy overload afterall, however I haven’t listened to anything other than Cleansing and Grounding fields in a few days, unsure how long it could last? I hadn’t recognised this thread as related to my issue as it was titled “Am I high”, I just clicked in out of curiosity, sorry to make this even longer!! Going to stop forum scrolling now for all our sanities!
Edit:
I had cut and paste a paragraph and switched around two paragraphs accidentally when editing, causing timeline confusion, the “A couple of days later” and “I asked my higher self”, have edited it back.
Rough dates added because @WellBeing pointed out, rightly so, that the timeline is confusing