Hi guys,
Decided to review both of these since I’ve been pairing them for a while.
I’m all about experimenting rather than fearing any experience, whatsoever. Some things might sound weird, but take what you believe or resonate and leave the rest.
Allow me to ascertain first the Dominance Sigil ( as I only introduced the Lion afterwards).
The things I deeply enjoyed with the Confidence/Dominance/Authority were standing up for what’s right, being a leader and having no fear stop me from voicing an opinion or acting.
Going specific, the first events where I’ve noticed were dreams. I have been into Lucid Dream learning and exploring this inner world for a few weeks. And although I am yet to master them, one particular thing happened:
You know those dreams where your ego places you in uncomfortable situations? Or scary ones? Or those that you had previously feared? That still happened , BUT, this time I acted and did not care of what was going to happen. Let’s say that I was having a fear dream, my ego manifested a situation which I tipically fear, I am still aware that I usually fear them, except I don’t… and act anyways?? However, you still have no idea it is a dream. Lol.
Then, there’s the usual not fearing or being afraid of anything. Of being in charge. In classes you voice your opinion, even if you are the only person answering a question from the teacher to the entire class. Amongst people you never feel out of sync, and especially the shit load of usual negative thoughts that one has during the day, they don’t come. They get dismissed. After all, that field has imbued self esteem /dominance, etc… Believe me, the Dominance part really wants to manifest in the day-to-day activities, but not in the sense that overthrowns anyone, it is like an innate ability…
Sorry I can’t explain it better…
I will give you an example : I’m in a workgroup, started looking for ways to finish our essay. And could have done it on my own entirely. I had to stop and tell myself “No, let’s discuss this as a group. Even though I already know and have most answers for the case study…”
I mean, I could’ve solved it entirely, but I sticked to the script of discussing… So, you have dominance and control, self-esteem, but you don’t have to overpower anything.
There’s also a sense of not caring for the events. Just like, you feel you have power regardless of the outcome. The way I put it “Just let life be, I’m gonna succeed regardless”
Now…Drumrolls… Enters the Lion
This is where it becomes dangerous. Especially if you don’t have your chakras balanced. I can growl now, and I’m not kidding. If I don’t transmute the energy and get really messed up with something, I get literally heated up. But this is no Kundalini, this is primal lol .I can and have threaten people and sometimes look at them like I was going to eat them apart if they gave the inappropriate answer.
Let me give you an example : A couple of stupid guys were messing with my sister and bullying her at school. The usual “strong ones” in a group, you know the type. They are also going around the neighbourhood destroying stuff, messing with other kids, and what not. I confronted one of them with his fellows yesterday, the energy build up was so fucking strong.
When I knew who he was, what he has been doing and where he was I turned primal. You see, they like to hang around the neighbourhod doing shit and nobody touches them, because they are either “guetto” or from there. Even the police being called, either they run or they can’t do anything. So I had enough.
Anyways, after going towards them I had to remember myself to not fucking kill the dude.
Please bear with me, I’m not usually aggressive. But I can’t stand two things: Injustice and Messing with “weaker ones” (being animals or people, ESPECIALLY ANIMALS) or my “kind” (this gets boosted with the mandala, believe it or not)
At the beginning, as usual, none of them was taking me serious… They knew to be “untouchable”. So I came closer and closer and i told him the following: “Stop the fucking game and look at me. I’m not kidding. LOOK AT ME.” A feet distance between us, staring at his eyes, I could sense the fear and my teeth were already getting a “bite”. If he did say anything wrong, right there or challenged me with his mates, it is like I would’ve beaten all of them . I was eagering for that…
The thing I believe is: the Lion energy is especially a primal thing, where you don’t want your whereabouts messed with. Nor your dearest ones.
The reason I won’t be following up with the Lion might be because I don’t need people to fear me. They already respect me. And most importantly, I respect myself. In a sense, this can be too “alpha” and push people away… Or they might depend on me just as a fatherly figure lol.
Don’t get me wrong, the Lion is great. BUT, careful with which you pair it with. If one hasn’t conquered its primal urges, you might embody it… At least I believe that the huge energy build-up is the Lion. Too bad that the energy was mostly directed physically, on the root/sacral and not on the mind… Which is why, urged can be dangerous… You become a fierceless beast.
Well, but not everything is bad. Wherever you sit it is like you are in a throne, animals look at you differently and respect you. Your sense of smell changes (I can’t explain this). Even my dog gets weird when I embody that energy, he fears and respects that. I need to assure him that there is no danger.
Also, this did only started to manifest recently, which I believe it takes a while to “compound”.
If you are to use the lion, be careful with which you pair it. Especially if people mess with you. But not all is bad, the group who’s messing with my sister and neighbours didn’t step back in the neighbourhood after I threatened them.
So I believe the message growled was clear. Turns out that even though they are not afraid of the police, they can’t stand a Lion 